CHAPTER 41 TO 47

CHAPTER 41 – Love Song

– Alright, here we go – Tom smiled at as she took a step back so she wouldn't be in the frame, and clicked the picture.

It had been only a day since they found out they were having twins, but at his first chance, Tom went out and bought two pairs of little yellow shoes. The two then decided to take a picture of the accessories together and send out to the family and closest friends, teasing them with the caption Guess what...

– I still can't believe this – laughed and sat beside Tom, holding one of the pairs of the soft fabric.

– Me neither – Tom picked up the other pair and looked at endearingly. – But it's happening.

One month later

– I'm telling you, if they keep this up, they're popping out by month seven, tops – observed her very noticeable bump in the mirror, and Tom laughed.

– Hey, you know what?

– What? – turned around.

– Now when we go to the premiere I'll already officially have a pregnant wife – Tom smiled and did the same.

– Something tells me Loki won't be the only issue in the interviews.

then sat by Tom's side in the closet sofa, as he still observed the page opened in his phone, with the headline "Confirmed: is pregnant... with twins!".

– We have to get ready, don't we? – lied on Tom's shoulder.

– Yeah, I don't think they'll let us in looking like this – Tom joked and laughed, resting her hand on her bump.

– Which types do you think they'll be?

– Types? – Tom laughed. – I don't know, aren't you supposed to feel that or something?

– Maybe I would if it was just one baby, but I guess they're sort of blocking the other... I only feel the love – smiled and kissed Tom.

's dress was a strapless light pink gown, with embroidered jewels in the upper part. Downwards, the ciffon was let lose all the way to the feet, showing her beautiful growing belly (x). A few minutes after they were both ready, the car drew by and drove them to the premiere. When getting there, Tom promptly rushed off the car, and after the door was opened for she took the hand that stood out, only realizing it was Tom himself after getting out. She only had the time to smile briefly at him, as fans down the carpet had already spotted them and started to scream. Tom followed Luke on his way for signing posters, and had her own personal agent Amy there as well, and so she stood by with her for that while.

– Alright, off you go – Amy smiled at after Tom seemed to be done, and he walked by, offering his arm for her to take.

The couple walked together to the photographer's lounge, arriving midway chaotic screaming, as they all summoned the two. Tom and initially just smiled for the cameras, as he put one arm around her waist. They obeyed the demands from the various professionals to look to the left, smile forward, or turn a bit to the right. Then, Tom put his other hand over 's belly, generating a new buzz of flashes. She smiled warmly at him while resting her own hand on top of his, and they maintained the position for another few seconds. then rested her head on Tom's shoulder and he smiled even more largely for a few extra shots. The two then made their way to meet the first set of interviewers, just a few steps ahead.

– Tom and , what a pleasure! – the female reporter smiled as the two came by, and they greeted her and the reporter by her side. – First off, I have to congratulate you two on the pregnancy! That's such amazing news! How are you doing with that?

– Thanks! – spoke up with a smile as Tom grinned as well – We couldn't be happier, this is really exciting.

– Do you already know the sexes?

– No, no we don't – responded with a wide smile.

– Do you not want to know until the birth? – The woman asked, having look at Tom and then laugh before he answered.

– I don't we'll be able to do that, will we?

– Yeah, we talked about it, but I'm sure that as soon as the doctor says she's got it on the file we'll jumping to see it – laughed again.

– Surely curiosity must take over – the male reporter smiled sweetly – Now, about Loki, I had a chance to see the movie in New York, and you surprised a group of kids on Halloween, they were all dressed up in costume, and some of these kids are actually scared of you when they see you! – he told, and Tom laughed at it – Is it strange for you having to deal with children who think you are Loki?

– Yeah! It's interesting, I think some kids were like "Why has he got blond hair? That's not Loki! That's rubbish!" But it's thrilling, and it means I've done my job right... And that screen particularly was amazing, cause it was Halloween, they were so excited, some of them had Loki t-shirts, and they did this beautiful thing were they sort of cheered and booed at the same time, I loved it! Capturing the imagination of children, there's nothing better.

– And that sort of puts together what it is about Loki that people love! – the woman spoke again – He's this character that people love to hate and hate to love. How is it to work on that?

– Some love to love! – Tom laughed among the other three.

– Is Loki gonna get a love interest, is that what you're trying to say? – she teased.

– I don't know, I don't know – Tom laughed again – You'll have to wait and see... Um, yeah, I've always wanted to create a character where you didn't root for him, but you understood his motivations. And that's been very thrilling for me, to see how people understand his vulnerability and his spiritual complexity, as well as the fact that he is the God of Mischief and therefore has a really good time – Tom smiled.

After the interviewer wished them an enjoyable night, the two moved forward. The next interviewer, Josh, who both Tom and had met before, congratulated them on the news, and then stepped back to observe the movement around. While Tom spoke to the press, engaged in a conversation with Jaimie, one of Tom's cast mates. After she was requested back to the photographers lounge, saw Chris Hemsworth come by, and when seeing her, he walked over with a smile.

– ! – Chris jumped in for a hug – Congratulations, I'm so happy for you two!

– Thanks! – she smiled as they pulled back, remembering about the news that Chris' wife Elsa was also expecting – Oh, and congratulations to you too, Tom told me!

– Yeah, we're over the moon about it... But you and Tom are already reaching up to the same number of kids, uh? – Chris laughed and followed.

– Hey, he's the jealous brother, talk to him – joked, and Chris laughed again – When's Elsa due?

– Um... Midway of May, something like that.

– Oh, me too!

– Really? That's nice!

– Oh my, what is going on? – noticed that Zachary had walked over to Tom, who was in his third interview by then, and they faced each other, seeming to be preparing for something.

– Seems serious – Chris joked and laughed, before she approached the two and Chris went the other way for an interview.

Coming closer, watched as Tom and Zach started a sort of dance competition, and laughed at their efforts to do some kind of crazy dance. The fans, watching from further back, screamed and cheered for the two actors, clapping cheerfully when they were done.

– That was really awesome! – the interviewer announced at the microphone as she faced the camera, turning then to the side, as she'd already noticed had been peaking. – And I think we've got ourselves a judge right here, hello !

– Hey – smiled and approached the two man.

– Oh, that's not fair, come on – Zach joked and everyone laughed. He then opened up a smile and kissed on the cheek briefly, whispering her a "Hey, ".

– What was even going on over here? – asked.

– Well, Zach dared to say he was a better dancer than Tom, so we thought we'd settle it right here and now! What do you think?

– Oh, I can't really chose! – laughed – I think both performances were equally professional.

– Which means not professional at all – Zachary joked at the camera and they all laughed again.

– What about the fans? – the woman raised her voice towards the fans in the back? – Come on guys, is it Tom? Or Zach? – she paused between the names, generating equally loud cheers. – Well, seems it's really a tie, two gold medals over here! Thank you guys, and have fun tonight!

– Thanks! – Tom and Zach smiled and then walked away along .

– So congratulations in person! – Zach hugged from the side – Bet you two will be amazing parents.

– Aw, that's sweet – smiled.

– And to amazing kids, too! Certainly they'll be born already with a better English accent than mine – Zach joked, and Tom and laughed.

– Zach, I've told you, your accent was perfect! – Tom declared and agreed with her head.

– Yeah, I am yet to see this bad accent... You know, since it doesn't exist.

– ! – Amy came running – They want you back for some photos – she said, and then smiled at the two men – You two should go along, actually, I bet they'll like the ensemble.

After another few minutes, went to a backstage area, where she found Mila and Chris, who were talking to some acquaintances. They watched together as the entire cast of the movie got called on stage for the "finale" of the premiere, and then they all made their way to watch the movie. and Tom were sitting down at a couch for the remaining minutes before walking into the theater.

– Alright – smiled and then looked down to her bump, arching forwards – Ready to see dad take over the universe, babies?

– Oh don't worry, it's just one realm I want – Tom helped up as she laughed, and then put his hand over her bump – Daddy's gotten much more modest since last year.

– Finally we're gonna watch this! – Chris clapped his hands together as he and Mila met and Tom about to enter the room – I'm so excited!

– God, why are you acting like such a child today? More than normal – responded, causing Mila and Tom to laugh.

– You'll see – Chris teased and immediately heaved.

– What do you mean I'll see? Do you know something I don't?

– Calm down! Just watch the movie, okay?

– Evans, don't toy with me like this!

– Hey, don't Evans me! You only do that when you're mad, and I didn't to anything! We'll just talk afterwards, okay? – looked confused as Chris passed through the door along an equally confused Mila, before she and Tom followed.

After everyone had taken their seats, the movie started. was once again involved by the feeling she so enjoyed, a mix of the superhero-loving child inside her, a deep appreciation for any of Tom's work, and a general amazement at the magic of movies. She was sunk deep into the story when a comedic scene came up, where Loki was set free and walked along Thor, who had just requested his help. Loki was shifting into multiple shapes, and as a result of that, just after the two characters walked past a column, Chris appeared as Loki's impersonation of Captain America. Most of the people watching, unaware of the cameo by then, burst into laughs at the short-lived parody the God of Mischief made of the superhero he'd fought. laughed while her mouth was still cracked open from the plain surprise.

– Oh my god! – she only spoke after Chris' cameo was over, turning to the side and whispering to him, Tom and Mila – I cannot believe you kept this from me!

– They kept it from me too! – Mila defended.

– Oh, it was much more fun this way, wasn't it? – Chris laughed discreetly.

As the movie passed by, and Tom held hands, side by side. It was the second time Tom watched it, but he seemed to be enjoying it just the same. found herself once again taken by the story, almost forgetting the world around her, other than Tom's hand and resting her other hand over her bump. In one of the movie's most emotional scenes, that had been teased many times before in trailers, there was a battle with dealing with the enemy, and Loki supposedly died in Thor's arms. The crowd was silently emotional at it, and Tom looked to the side to see wiping a tear away.

– Oh – he arched his arm around her and lied her head in his shoulder, passing his hand on her hair in a comforting way – Come on, you've read the script, haven't you?

– I know... You're just such a bloody good actor, I get carried away – she held his hand tighter and he kissed her forehead sweetly. – And these stupid hormones, too – said, causing Tom to laugh briefly.

CHAPTER 42 – Christmas Time

PART I: Early Presents

– How do you think they're gonna look like?

– Well, both our families have the genes for ginger hair and bright eyes, so as far as I'm concerned, we're creating perfect human beings – smiled and Tom laughed loudly.

– Alright, ready for the news? – the doctor called and they both looked at her. She had the scanner rolling through 's bump and was adjusting the monitor.

– What, really? – brightened up.

– I haven't looked yet, but if you wanna know tell me now – she smiled.

– We do – Tom confirmed.

– Off we go then – Addison turned on the screen and started watching it intently, as the scanner rolled over. and Tom watched as the now distinctive two small shapes were seen on screen, layered horizontally one over the other. They were thrilled to see the already human forms that floated around, resting peacefully. The doctor then approached the image to one of the babies, changing the view command. – First one is a... Boy! Congratulations!

looked dearly at Tom, and they both smiled largely. She held his hand tighter and then they turned their attention back to the doctor, who was for now silent again as she scanned downwards.

– This one's being a bit shy – Addison smiled, proceeding to click on the keyboard a few time until the image was zoomed and better positioned.

– You think that means it's a girl? – smiled at Tom.

– Oh... – Addison declared – Looks like your senses were right...

– Really? We're having one of each? – and Tom brightened up.

– Yes! And it's all looking great in here. Congratulations – Adisson smiled and stood up.

*

– There must be a name you've wanted since you were young... – Tom smiled as they sat down by the couch in their house, cuddling as they waited for the party to happen later on in their own house.

– Yeah, there's a lot of names I've always liked... Zachary, Daniel, Phillip... I've always loved Thomas – looked at him and they both smiled. – But you know, ever since I found out I was pregnant, and especially when I was waiting for my dad in surgery... I was thinking I'd really want the baby to be James if it was a boy. And I know my dad's gotten fine and everything, it's just...

– I think it's a great idea – Tom replied. – And it honors both our dads, too.

– We're going with that then? – smiled at Tom and he nodded – Then you should choose the other name.

– Actually, you know a name I've always liked? Elisa. And it's not like I've wanted that one, specifically, but it's been crossing my mind these days...

– It is a beautiful name... And Elisa Hiddleston sounds wonderful – made Tom laugh.

– So they're both named then? – Tom put his hands over the bump and rested his head.

*

– How are you doing, sweetie? – had just sat in front of Scarlett, the house already filled with people, and stretched her hand towards her friend's arm.

– I'm much better now, actually – she smiled faintly.

– How long has it been since you two broke up?

– About three weeks... But we weren't doing very great for a bigger while, actually...

– Since the baby came along?

– Yeah... I was okay with her getting pregnant, you know? I mean, at the time, Jeremy and I were having a sort of... Friends with benefits thing. But then the baby was born... And don't get me wrong, she's great, it's just...

– You're not ready for it – responded.

– Exactly – Scarlett looked up – He spends so much time with her now that I was pretty much becoming a mother, and it was too much of a shock, you know?

– Well, if it helps, Tom and I weren't exactly ready to be parents either, but we're working on it...

– But it's different, – Scarlett smiled tenderly – You're doing this together. Committing to it. Preparing, adapting, adjusting... setting the nest. You're starting a family and that's beautiful. In my case it was more... dysfunctional.

– Well you know how much I love you two together – caressed Scarlett's arm once more – And I won't be all mellow about it and force anything, but I really hope you two work things out.

– I hope that too, on some level... But I'm also doing fine right now... And I wanna figure whatever that means first – Scarlett smiled again and stood up, heading to the drinks table. looked down and rubbed her red-sweater-covered bump, beaming largely as she always did when doing so. A few seconds later, Chris sat down by her side, joining in on nurturing the babies.

– So, how are Skyler and Jesse doing? – he asked with a large smile.

– What? – scowled. – Where the hell did that come from?

– I don't know, I just said some random names – Chris laughed.

– Oh really, random? So they've got nothing to do with your recent Breaking Bad marathon?

– Oh yeah – he laughed once more, taking a sip from the wine in the glass he held with his free hand, before looking back at another one of his friends talking to an acquaintance. – How do you think Scarlett's doing?

– I don't know... She seems fine, but... That could mean both that she really is and that she really isn't... Might too soon to tell.

– Chris! – Olive called from afar, rapidly walking closer and sitting by 's other side. – Did you ask her?

– Right! – Chris briefly brought his hand to his forehead while grew confused – , we wanna ask you something...

– Actually, we're not really asking, we're telling. Warning, even – Olive had a serious look, but one knew to be from when she was up to one of her plays.

– Yeah, we just wanna tell you... You're having the babies in L.A.

– Um... Okay?

– What, you weren't considering London? – Olive asked.

– Ooh, I haven't! But that's good! – grinned.

– It is not, and I'll tell you why! We're probably getting our biggest account ever at the agency next year, which means I will definitely not be able to leave the country for a day!

– And I'll be just done with my press tour – Chris completed. – Probably back on shooting again... And you know Jim and Mila aren't going anywhere without us... Looks like you're options are pretty tight – he concluded, making laugh.

– Hey – called for Tom, who was walking by them, and he turned back – Check this out! These two are denying our children the right to be British!

– And how are you doing that exactly? – Tom laughed.

– By making sure they're born here! – Chris answered.

– Yeah, it's only fair! – Olive said as Chris scooted over so Tom would be besides – I'm sorry you're both "rooted" over there, but you made all-American friends, and they wanna see the tiny bundles of joy ASAP!

– That's really no problem – Tom pretended to be serious. – We'll just bring them up as two Brits. They'll have the accent, the tailoring, the whole culture and habits.

– You probably won't even understand everything they say – laughed and the other three followed.

*

After the party was over, Tom and were the only ones there, sitting among a big mess that would only be cleaned up the day after. She lied on her side with her head rested on his lap, and he caressed her curls as they both watched some random show on TV.

– You excited to go home for Christmas, baby? – asked.

– Even more than in the other years – he smiled naturally. – Bringing back my wife and kids... Well, not quite – he laughed and followed.

– Can you imagine us going back in the next years? – looked up to a smiling Tom – Family vacation is gonna have a whole new meaning.

– And I can't wait – Tom leaned down and kissed sweetly.

PART II: Family Bonds

– Two Grammys? – Lilly was startled.

– Yes, I just got the call! – responded excitedly, before her father jumped in for a hug.

It had only been a few hours since and Tom had landed in London, but it was enough time for them to head to their house, take showers and chill out for a while. And then Amy called with the news: had been nominated for Grammys in Best Pop Album and Song Of The Year, with Domino. So, after getting to her parents' house and filling them up on the latest news, they shared the actual latest one, which they had found out just a couple minutes before being there.

– Come here you two, have some pie – Lilly walked to the kitchen, her husband and the younger couple following.

– Mom, I've told you, Tom's mom is already waiting with food!

– But you've just got to try a piece! Your father made it, you know – Lilly stood proudly by the very beautiful and half-eaten strawberry pie, and looked at James, surprised.

– Did you really?

– Yes, and that's why you can't refuse it – James smiled proudly. – See, I'm already doing a great job at feeding my grandchildren.

– Well I hope the father is also entitled to some nutrition, because that looks irresistible – Tom intervened, making the other laugh.

They stayed for almost another half hour, since 's parents wanted to know absolutely everything about their unborn grandchildren – all of which they had already learned through the phone, or Skype calls, regular phone calls, messages, photos, but it didn't matter. Then the two made their way over to Tom's mother's house, where both his sisters were also at.

– How are my little nephew and niece doing? – Emma approached , who laughed before they hugged, while Tom talked to his older sister Sarah, who he hadn't seen in a while.

– They're doing awesome! Getting used to the bad weather already – replied, and Emma laughed.

As greeted Sarah, her mother-in-law Diana came by from another room to see the couple too. Then the five of them made their way to the dining room for tea.

– So the play goes up to February, right? – Sarah asked.

– Yes – Tom answered with a smile – I'm so glad everyone's gonna get to see it!

– Yeah, that hasn't happened in a while! – Emma smiled back – And are you staying until then, ?

– I am, yes. And the doctor said there's like a 40% chance I won't be able to fly back by then, but we decided to take a chance.

– Oh, so there's a chance you'll have the baby here? – Emma cheered up. – That would be so much easier for me!

– Yes, but if we do go back you can manage, right? – Tom smiled.

– Oh, yeah, I'm pretty sure I'll be able to fly to L.A anyway. You two just call me up, and me and mom will hop on a plane without a second thought – Emma smiled and the others laughed.

– And what about you, Sarah? Think you'll have some time off before they're walking and talking? – Tom joked.

– Actually, I was checking my dates the other day, and I have two weeks off that I can probably take them around June...

– That is wonderful! We'll have everyone around then – smiled.

Since Tom's mother lived relatively close to their own house, Tom and decided to walk back. They had many stories to share about the places they passed by, only shutting to their mouths to occasionally gaze at the beautiful sights they could never get tired of. then started rambling about the time she asked her dad to give a coin to a man singing with his guitar on the park, only to stop and start singing along with him, and people liked the duet, which got him more coins and made her day for the good deed. She only noticed that she was about four steps ahead of Tom when he called her from the back.

– Oh, wait – heard, turning around to find Tom crouching down, like he was about to tie his shoes.

– What is it?

– It's just... – In a flash of second, Tom caught a chunk of snow with his hands, curling it into a ball and throwing it against , before he stood up laughing. held her own laughter and just stood silent for a few seconds, heaving in shock. She then turned around, supporting herself on the top of a see-saw structure in the park they were passing by, and Tom wore down his laugh. – Are you okay?

– I just cannot believe... – spoke slowly, in a serious tone, but then turned around and hit Tom with a snowball – You would do this to me!

– Right back at ya! – Tom laughed, and soon the two were fighting each other like children.

They ran around, giggling, and seemed to not want to stop looking for places to get snow from, to see who would "win" the game. grabbed a final amount to get back at the one Tom had just thrown in her hair, and ran towards him, but instead slipped forward, knocking her and Tom to the ground.

– Oh god, are you okay? – Tom jumped his head up looking dead serious, securely supporting his hands over .

– I am, I'm fine – smiled endearingly – Are you okay? I didn't crush you to death? – she joked, and then they both burst into laughs. was fully-lied on the floor and watched Tom wear down the giggles as he was hoisted up. – Look at us, acting silly when we should be being grownups.

– Do we ever need to be grownups? – Tom smiled, leaning down for a kiss.

*

A couple days past and it was finally Christmas day. and Tom kept busy by doing some final shopping, going round at their favorite places, and hanging out either at their own place or at one of their families. And, of course, they were all there to support Tom on the closed press night of Coriolanus, his new play. The Christmas celebration was held at 's parents, as they joined the not so big families – at least the bits that were in the city for the holiday –, bein joined by some of 's aunts, uncles and cousins, as well as Tom's parents, his sisters and theirs partners.

– I'm telling you, it's the greatest tradition of our family – Tom explained as walked to the table with the turkey – You go around the block for a walk and you see so much joy, everyone's being happy and wishing you nice things...

– I know, I'm agreeing to this! But someone over here – pointed to her father, who was sitting by the TV – is paranoid that he'll miss the Christmas special if we go out!

– Hey, it's the Doctor's regeneration! – James looked back at the two – I'm just saying.

– James, we're all just as excited as you – Tom laughed – But we won't be gone for more than half an hour. Come on.

– Alright, fine – he growled back.

– And this better not be an excuse for you not to do your daily walk, sir – spoke again.

– Ooh, getting grief from your daughter already? – Lilly laughed after overhearing, as she and Diana came from the kitchen with the rest of the food. – You know he's more scared of you than of me, right ?

– Yeah, he should be! – joked, making everyone laugh. – So, it all looks about ready, uh? Tom, go call your dad and your sister – she smiled at her husband, who promptly went to the window leading to the backyard.

After everyone settled down at the table, they made prayers, and then Lilly said she wanted to make a few words.

– Well, I just think there is a lot to be thankful for this year... It certainly hasn't been easy all along, but thankfully James is all recovered now, everyone is healthy, and happy... and we were given the greatest present ever – Lilly smiled at Tom and , who then smiled back and held hands over the table. – We can't tell you how happy we are that you two are so good for each other, and so good together. It's the dream of every parent, to see their children happy and accomplished. And I can't wait to have the two new bundles of joy next time – she smiled and picked up her glass, which was full of wine like the others, that James had served before – A toast to our beautiful and growing family. And for many years to come!

After everyone ate, they all went out for a walk around the corner, as Tom's family did every year. The mild snow took over the city, making it even more beautiful. Tom walked alongside , with his arm wrapped around her, as he told stories of him as a child and made her laugh. They were back just in time for the Doctor Who episode and other Christmas Specials that no one liked to miss. When it was already night, everyone was laying low and talking by the fireplace, doing arrangements in the kitchen or watching some TV.

– What are you up to? – walked towards Tom, who sat by the piano in the living room.

– I'm trying to see if I still remember that piano version of Sweet Dreams that Johnnie played that time... – Tom smiled as sat by his side. He then proceeded to play what he remembered, missing just a slight alteration, which reminded him of. – Do you wanna sing it?

– Alright – beamed bright with the answer, and so Tom started playing the sweet ballad of the piano version of 's song, and once she started singing, everyone drew their attention to it.

Every night I rest in my bed
With hopes that maybe
I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes
I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands
And be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You're the perfect lullaby
What kind of dream is this?

You can be a sweet dream
Or a beautiful nightmare
Either way, I don't wanna wake up from you

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me
Your love is too good to be true

My guilty pleasure
I ain't going nowhere
Baby, long as you're here
I'll be floating on air

You can be a sweet dream
Or a beautiful nightmare
Either way, I don't wanna wake up from you

Not long afterwards, and Tom went back to their house. After taking showers and slipping into pajamas, they both lied in bed cuddling, but didn't fall asleep right away.

– I can't fall asleep – whined as she rested her head on Tom's chest, in the bed of their peacefully quiet house. – Think I ate too much.

– How about I read you something, uh? – Tom suggested, picking up a poetry book from the nightstand.

– Oh, you have the most perfect ideas – she smiled up at him, giving him a brief kiss before lying back.

Tom then started, in his most sweetest voice, and it didn't take long for to buzz off, her and Tom's hands both resting on the baby bump, as the heavy covers warmed them.

The Vows, by Michael Symmons Roberts

We pledge to wake each morning face-to-face,

to shun the orders of the busy sun,

we promise to disturb each other's peace.


And we will, yes, gaze at the pining moon,

will pick out brine-blown glass-gems from the strand,

will read our future scratched onto a stone.


We both believe that silence turns to sand

and promise not to add to the unsaid,

we meet here as the raging sea meets land.


We want the risen life before we're dead,

our passion will be squandered more than spent,

we hereby swear to spend our days in bed.

We're naked, till we wear each other's scent

and recognise it quicker than our own.

You start and finish me, you're my extent.

CHAPTER 43 – Small Bump

NOTE: I want to apologize to all my readers, not only for taking so long to update, but also for how short and boring this chapter is :’( I was just stuck on it and could not think of interesting dialogs to fill it up, but then I decided to just leave it at this. Then there’s what happened with Tom in Coriolanus last night (x), which I want to address to on the next chapter, so that shouldn’t take long :)

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You're just a small bump unborn
In four months you're brought to life
Might be left with my hair
But you'll have your mother's eyes

– What is it? – Tom asked when started laughing. He was hugging her from behind as she went through a photo album in her old room, and the song played on the radio.

– I just pictured a baby with your hair... That'd be cute – she smiled.

– Well I hope they have your hair.

– I hope they have your eyes – turned around and looked at Tom's blue irises, and he smiled endearingly before placing a kiss in her lips.

– Is that you? – Tom pointed at one of the pictures, letting out a small laugh.

– Yeah, me and Aly – she smiled back, looking at her and her cousin in their Halloween costumes, back when she was seven years old. – I was so proud of my fairy costume, but when I saw Alyson as a mermaid I just went crazy – laughed and Tom followed – I bugged my mom all the way until my birthday, and I just couldn't wait any longer, so I had a Little Mermaid themed party.

– Emma had one too, you know?

– Really? – smiled.

– Yeah... Imagine you two as childhood friends.

– Aww, then I would've grown up around you – turned around once more with a smile – That would've been so cute.

*

The cold breeze sprayed around Covent Garden, as Tom had his arm around as they stood and watched a street performer play the guitar.

– I love this city so much – lied back on Tom's shoulder with a smile.

– I know... But I know you miss L.A as well.

– Yeah, I do. They're both home. But I like it like this, going back and forth.

– Yeah, me too – Tom placed a kiss on her cheek – Now come on, they must be getting there.

After a couple minutes of walking, the two arrived at the bistro where they had settled to meet Chris Hemsworth and his wife Elsa for dinner. The four had become quite friendly ever since they met, and were now taking advantage of being in the same city for once. Tom and sat at the reserved table in the back of the place and it wasn't too long before the other couple arrived.

– So, who's more scared of having twins? – Chris joked after they sat down, and the two couples laughed.

– Well, it's gotta be us, at least you guys have experience – answered jokingly.

– Oh, but I don't think that makes any difference, two at once is a whole new thing – Elsa stated to 's nodding.

– Yeah, that's true... How's India doing, by the way?

– She's doing great! Can't wait to get her two new toys – Elsa joked, supporting her bump, and the other three laughed. It wasn't long until they settled on meal choices and made their order to the waiter.

– So Tom, what are the birthday plans? – Chris asked as the waiter poured them wine.

– There aren't any, actually... Gonna be left here all by myself – Tom looked to with a faint smile.

– Oh, come on, don't make me feel bad about this! – she pleaded.

– You're going back? – Elsa's eyebrows arched.

– Yeah, I am – pouted – If I were to miss this flight, I could only get another one a week later, and my doctor's already pushing me that I won't be able to fly soon. In fact, I got and appointment on the 9th.

– At least I'll get the very nice present of the sonogram picture by email – Tom beamed largely and did the same.

After dinner, the two couples took a quick walk around the lovely neighborhood, before Chris and Elsa, who had taken their car, gave and Tom a lift home. It wasn't long after that until both were ready for bed, and when Tom came from the bathroom he observed that looked worried as she stared intently at the latest sonogram picture.

– I can't do this – said after Tom entered the room.

– What? Are you crazy? – Tom laughed and got in the bed.

– No, I can't do this Tom! You know, I was completely fine with this pregnancy thing until I saw this – flashed him the ultrasound picture of the two babies – Have you actually stopped to process the information that there are two human beings growing inside me?

– Yes, and I think that is awesome – Tom started kissing .

– No, it is not awesome! At all! You know my family is tall in general. And that combined with your Frost Giant genes, I... I can't, I'm not gonna survive this!

– Oh, are you joking? You are the strongest woman I know. Mark my words: you are just gonna more and more attractive, and then you're gonna have the babies and be the best mother anyone's ever seen.

– Okay, that was a cheap shot, but I'll take it cause I wanna sleep now – smiled and kissed Tom, before the cuddled and slept.

During the night, was turning from one side to the other, trying to find a comfortable position, when she noticed the babies weren't the only thing keeping her awake. She turned back again and Tom was sweating and held a frustrated expression, eyes still closed.

– Baby? – she asked in a low voice, turning on the lamp on her side and hoisting herself up with the pillow on her back – Tom? – There was still no answer, so she put one hand on his shoulder and the other on his face, calling him again in a slightly higher voice – Tom?

Tom suddenly widened opened his eyes and sighed loudly, causing a scared to arch back as he kept staring at her.

– Are you okay?

– Um... – he tried to come back to his senses as he sat up as well – I had a nightmare... about that day.

– Oh – she was relieved but shocked to learn the content of the dream – I thought those were long gone.

– Me too... But I guess since I learned about the babies, my feelings of protection over you have enlarged.

looked sweetly into Tom's eyes and smiled in a comforting way, holding his hand.

– God, it was so horrible – he quickly pulled in for a tight hug.

– I'm so sorry, sweetie – passed her hands along his back, then un-hugged and looked into his eyes – Did you have other dreams like this on that first month after we found out? While I was gone?

– Yeah... I thought about calling when I waked... But it was the middle of the night, I...

– Hey, hey – put one hand on the side of his face – It's over now. I'm right here. We are right here – she looked down and Tom put his hand over her belly, smiling.

CHAPTER 44 – Come A Little Closer

– Hi, love! – beamed largely when the Skype image connected. Tom was in a blue shirt and his curls were damp, as he gave the smile back.

– Hey! How are my three favorite people doing?

– Missing the fourth one, of course...

– You know, I still can't stop staring at my new desktop picture – Tom smiled bright.

had been to the doctor on the day of Tom's birthday. She called him on Skype at night, and after he told her all about the wonderful day he'd spent with his family and friends, and showed some presents he'd gotten, she sent him his "unofficial birthday present" – a sonogram picture of the two babies, over which she wrote "Happy birthday daddy! We can't wait to be out and give you real presents. Us and mommy love you.", and he had been proudly showing it to everyone ever since.

– Aw, yeah, that is one lovely picture – stared at the one herself, the printed version sitting by the table. Their two little beans, they said; even though they were long gone from sizes of beans. – I still can't believe they're this big!

– Well, you're at six months, supposedly now it's when it really gets mad – Tom laughed.

– Haha, very funny – pretended to be serious. – You do realize this means that now I really start to get fat, right? – put both hands over her purple-sweater-covered bump, and Tom laughed louder this time.

– Oh, please, you're doing just fine...

– How are you doing over there then?

– It's been good... – Tom sighed.

– Is this face just from missing me... or about what happened last night?

– Bit of both, I guess – Tom formed a weak smile. – You heard about that then?

– I read something about it on Twitter – supported her elbow over the desk, lying her head in her hand. – How did it go?

– Well, you know Ben was there, like I told you – Tom started, and nodded accordingly – And we were going out for dinner after the show, there was Mark too, Martin and Amanda... I was just so tired, you know?

– I know, honey, I know – pouted. – I understand.

– Yeah, I love it that you do – Tom smiled that smile that made melt. But it also made her worry. He really did look tired, maybe even a bit disappointed at the world. And she couldn't be there to hug him. Ugh, stupid distance. And hormones were so not helping. – Because I can't just say that to anyone. I don't for a second have someone think I'm not grateful for all this I have...

– But you're allowed to feel this. Just because we love our job and live off it doesn't mean it's utterly perfect. Sometimes you just have to stand back.

– God, I miss you so much more now, – Tom drew closer to the screen, as if he could reach out to her that way. – I want to just sit with you and talk for hours, about the whole universe.

– Remember last time? We ate a whole large pizza – smiled, driving off of the sad tone Tom was implying.

– And talked about our future – Tom grinned. – I think we got as far as Lis and Jamie going off to college.

– Yeah – laughed. – We need to do that again.

– Yes, and before the babies come, cause then I doubt we'll have the time...

– True... But anyway, did you sign anything for the fans then, or not at all?

– No, I did, yeah... They were waiting out front, as usual. I went out with Ben, we started interacting... But they were being too pushy, so we settled on no photos. Didn't work either, so we went back and headed for the back door.

– Oh, I see – let her head fall to the side. – And I get that they felt disappointed, but it's sad that in these situation some people really just forget all boundaries.

– It's just hard, you know... It feels like we give and don't get it back... In these situations, I mean. Which, thankfully, are the minority of times.

– It's harder when you're always nice to them – retorted. – Because some don't ever have the patience, and I'm not saying they're wrong, but it's like they're giving fans reason to go crazy. And you with your fans, you jump over boundaries to please them all, so I get that's even harder to understand.

– It's also a lot more tiring – Tom leaned back and sighed, having 's worry grow.

– Just promise me you won't stop being the amazing person you are, Tom. It just amazed me to see how you never cease to show everyone your love. You have to do it for yourself, and for the fans; and I mean all fans. You know how teenage girls can be, and "the heat of the moment" will get to anyone.

– You always know what to say – Tom smiled bright and did the same – And you're absolutely right. I just wanna get home to you already...

– I want that too, babe. Got one last time though, right? – beamed. – Your parents going?

– Yep. Emma can't though, she's got a meeting.

– Oh, that's a shame – she pouted briefly. – Well, I already talked to my folks, and they're definitely there.

– Great – Tom laughed.

– Ooh, I gotta go get ready – looked at the time on the screen after fixing her robe.

– Oh, right! Have a great interview, honey, I'll catch it later.

– Thanks baby. Have a good show, love ya – mimicked a kiss.

– Love you too – Tom smiled before logging off.

Within the next two hours, had gotten ready and the car had arrived and taken her to the Warner Brothers studios. That day, she was the first guest on Ellen, and so they talked for a little while before the show started, that catch-up they had whenever they ran into each other at awards and events.

– Our first guest today is a singer, she was nominated for two Grammy's and won Best Pop Singer, other than several awards for her latest album, now she is technically laying low but still doing all sorts of amazing things. Please welcome !

As Cage Sara Bareille's Brave came on, walked in with a bright smile. She wore a coral knee-high dress and slim beige heels, and her hair simply down. She smiled and waved for the audience, hugging Ellen when they met. beckoned the crowd once more and sat down.

– It's been so long since you've been here! – Ellen said once the audience settled.

– Yeah, it's been two years! – replied with a smile.

– Two years, wow! I remember you and Tom had just come public about your relationship, and now look at you!

– Now look at me – she smiled back and caressed her belly.

– How are you two doing, you excited about having twins? – Ellen beamed.

– Oh, yeah! It was a bit scary, you know, we hadn't planned it and then Surprise! Two little people on the way! – joked, and the audience laughed along Ellen – But you know, it's been great, the family and friends have been really excited as well...

– And I know you're done with your tour, but is Tom having some time off too?

– Yeah, yeah, he's still in London now, and before the babies come he's got a couple other things to do, but in a few weeks he should be home for good and then we got a couple months off.

– There's something else I wanna talk about, you just became an Unicef International Ambassador! – Ellen announced, and to their back appeared the picture of in the ceremony that gave her the title, taken two days earlier, among applause.

– Yes, yes I did – smiled largely.

– Congratulations, this is great!

– Yeah, it feels great...

– And Tom's an ambassador too, right?

– Yeah, yeah, he's a national ambassador in the UK – smiled.

– You can use this against him, you know, like if you're ever having a fight you can go "You're just an ambassador of the UK, I'm saving the whole world!" – Ellen joked, having and the audience burst into laughter. – And are you visiting any place soon— well, I guess now with the pregnancy you're not right now...

– Yeah, we actually already had this plan, they contacted me back in November, I was early on in the pregnancy, but we didn't want to postpone it. And I was kinda swamped on things until now, so we thought we'd do it before the babies will come so I can already do some stuff.

– But no traveling yet?

– Yeah, exactly, we kind of kicked off with this ceremony, and we're gonna shoot a commercial. Then there's events I can sing at and participate in, but hopefully by the end of the year I can go visit somewhere – concluded with a smile.

– That's great what you're doing, I'm really happy for you. Now, before you go, I've got some presents over here... – Ellen reached for two bags, handing the smaller one first, and she thanked before opening and finding two small white onesies with Ellen's logo on them.

– Aww, thank you! – smiled bright and flashed one of them at the audience after checking it out, and they clapped in response.

– Just the basic you know, all babies in Hollywood must have it – Ellen joked, generating laughs before she got the bigger bag, and stretched her arm to get it. – Now, this is something for when they're older, and I figured it'd be cool for both boys and girls, so...

looked into the bag and saw that there were more things, but pulled out the two on top as she laughed.

– Oh my god! – analyzed the mini leather jackets with spikes while still laughing, and Ellen helped by taking the other things out. awed when seeing a small microphone being held by the pedestal and the electric guitar Ellen held on her lap.

– So they can follow mommy's steps!

– I love it! Thank you so much, Ellen, this is amazing – smiled again and left the jackets in the armchair along the onesies, standing up to hug Ellen.

– , everyone! – The audience cheered and the song went up, as the cameras faded for commercials.

– Wow, this is really great, Tom's gonna love it too – kissed Ellen on the cheek and she retorted.

– I'm glad you like it! Congratulations you too, I wish you all the best – Ellen smiled and caressed 's belly.

After getting home, went straight for a shower, and then sat on the computer for a few errands. Fans on Twitter were still commenting on the photo had posted with Ellen backstage on her show, giving compliments and asking about the pregnancy, since she hadn't been very active recently. Before going on, she remembered her talk with Tom earlier, and decided to text him to know if he was doing better. While he didn't answer, she felt she needed to say to everyone what she was thinking. She went straight for one of those websites for when tweets need to be much longer, and then gave her fans her thoughts about what had happened to Tom.

Fans, here's the thing about idols: we love you. Every single one of you. And it's true when we say that. You're the reason we're here. You appreciate our work, you support us, you keep us going. And, if I could, I would sit down with each and every one of you and say this to your face. And if your desire was to have a picture with me, or something of yours signed, I would do it. But here's another very important point that is constantly forgotten: we are human beings.

When we try to rant, however, everyone hits us back with "You signed on for this." And it's true, yes, when we entered this business, although we didn't know whether we would succeed, we were counting on this possibility. But when we can't go shopping by ourselves, because it would take four times longer, or we can't even get off a plane from a trip we're incredibly tired from, because there's a crowd awaiting and lights flashing at your face, that's not a pacific life – which is something everyone deserves.

Some people need to realize that being a fan goes beyond listening to your idols' music, watching their movies, buying their merchandise and loving them unconditionally. The most important part of being a fan is RESPECTING your idol. And we know how you feel when you don't get a chance to meet us. I know it feels like we are the ones disrespecting you. But trust me when I say this. If we don't stop for photos or signing, it's not because we find you annoying or unwanted. It's just because we're people. People who need to sleep, to rest, to eat, to go home to our families. We know you love us, and we love you too. And we would much rather have you show this by being kind and respectful, and knowing when to step out. Keep up the amazing work of loving one another, and we'll keep ours of trying to satisfy you with what we love doing so much.

CHAPTER 45 – Closing In

– You should feel beautiful, because that's what you are – Tom laughed against the phone.

– That's the thing, I do! – replied with a laugh as well – My hormones are working fine at this. But I also have the perception that I am getting incredibly fat.

– So should I get the ice cream or not?

– Yes, please! That was the intention of this call, before I started complaining. UGH, STUPID HORMONES! – yelled – This is all your fault, you're the one who put little Hiddlestons inside me.

– What? If anything it's your fault, you said you weren't ovulating, and apparently you were "double ovulating" – Tom laughed.

– Excuse me? It's your guys who broke the barrier and invaded my uterus!

– Okay, okay, let's stop pretending we're mad about this – Tom smiled and laughed.

*
– All done? – Tom asked as put the pint of ice cream away and rested back on his shoulder.

– Yeah... – she moaned back.

– What is it? – Tom asked with a smile, knowing that tone meant she had more to say.

– I just have this huge craving for fries, but I also don't wanna get even fatter than I already am.

– Like you don't crave for fries normally – Tom laughed.

– Yeah, but I usually hold back! Especially if I'm on tour. And, God, it's all I can think about!

– Well you're not on tour, so you shouldn't hold back, you should eat it to so you'll be satisfied. And so the babies don't come out looking like fries.

– How would they look like fries?

– I don't know... Thin and yellow?

– That does not sound good – laughed.

– We can have fries tonight, if you want.

– Ugh, we can't, because Ollie wants to try that stupid healthy restaurant! – lifted her head and looked at Tom, who laughed. – And I have to be a good friend or whatever.

– I think you'll live through – Tom leaned forward and kissed .

*
– So, finally everyone was free the same night! – smiled as she sat by Mila and Olive's side, while to their fronts were Chris, Tom and Jim. – I kinda get the feeling next time this happens is when these two come around – she smiled with her hands on her bump.

– Well, I don't think that's very far away, so we'll be fine – Chris smiled at his friend.

– Oh, yeah, about that – smiled at Tom and held his hand – We have something to ask you guys.

– Yeah, well, we thought of doing this later, but since we're all together now... – Tom smiled back.

– We want you guys to be the babies' godparents – announced, and the two couples heaved in surprise. – Chris and Mila for Lis, Ollie and Jim for Jamie.

– Oh my god! That is great! – Olive was the first to speak, reaching for her friend's hand and holding it tight.

– Do you want to then?

– Yes! – the four answered together.

– Well, you know how much we love you guys, and I think you end up being the people we're the closest to... and we're really happy it's you guys, you'll do a great job – retorted, and then they all proceeded to stand up for hugs.

– What about Emma and Sarah? – Mila asked after hugging – Aren't they gonna be jealous?

– They'll be fine, they can still spoil their niece and nephew very much – Tom laughed, and the others followed.

– I can't believe this, – Chris smiled widely while bringing her in for a tight hug (the tightest a hug with that belly could be, anyway).

– Really? – asked after they pulled apart – You can't believe it? You never suspected you'd be the godfather of my kids?

– Well, yeah... But it's so real now! I feel so responsible it's actually a little scary – Chris laughed, and did too.

– Time to be a big boy now, there's babies coming to fill your place – she smiled with the joke.

On the next day, Tom had a meeting in town, while chose to stay in and do nothing in special. They were gonna meet for lunch, but the meeting ran a little late, and when he called to confirm, said she didn't mind he went out with the cast – she was actually very pleased she wouldn't need to change out of her pajamas. Tom still missed her very much though, he was missing her more than usual those days, and so he went back home as soon as possible. When walking in, he found lying on the couch watch a Friends rerun marathon, surrounded by junk food.

– Hey, you – smiled widely before Tom supported his hand on the back of the couch and leaned down for a kiss. – How was lunch?

– It was great! I wish you were there. What about these? – Tom gestured to the fries that were over the couch, next to which he sat – I thought you didn't wanna get fat.

– Oh, I gave up on that... I'll just roll with it – laughed and grabbed some fries.

– Have you been drinking? – Tom joked and laughed again.

– No alcohol or drugs, I swear. I just... had an epiphany. And by epiphany, I mean a pound of junk food – caused Tom to laugh – I was eating and the babies started kicking, so figured they liked it. And I was liking it too, so I figured, you know what? I'm just gonna eat all I can, and get gloriously fat, and Lis and Jaimie will be born super healthy, and I will be their mother, because that is the only thing I should have to be – concluded and caught Tom smiling like a loon – And your wife, of course.

– That's a perfect plan – Tom kissed . Then, he lowered his head down and spoke to her belly. – Guess what daddy did today? – laughed as he put his hand on the opposite side.

– I thought the goofiness was supposed to start after the babies were born.

– Oh, there's no rule about that – he looked at , making her laugh again.

CHAPTER 46 – Tear Your Curtains Down

– So the room's painted, we got the cribs, the double stroller, all the furniture and decoration... I guess now it's just clothes and accessories.

– I already know all of that – Olive said as she checked the price of a little white dress. – We just came from your house!

– I know you know, I'm just running it over in my mind! – walked behind her friend with one hand on her back.

– But now, honestly – Olive turned to face – How much do you really need after yesterday?

The day before had been the baby shower for Lis and Jamie. The house was packed with female friends and relatives of 's, in an afternoon tea Olive and Mila had insisted on planning all by themselves. They didn't make it a surprise because wasn't exactly fond of that, and would probably ask about whether they planned on making one anyway, but the two made sure the mom-to-be just relaxed and played her part as the guest of honor. She got loads of presents of all kinds, and then she and Olive, who stayed for the night, did the aftermath and went shopping for whatever else the babies needed the day after.

Tom had left a week earlier for Canada, where he was shooting his new movie. He'd be there for the next two weeks and a half, and then there were still about another two weeks before the babies came, which the two planned on enjoying by just chilling at home together and preparing the nest. Tom called every day, whenever there was a break, spending every free time he had to talk to his wife and know every new little detail about the babies. Olive was just showing an adorable green twin-set when 's phone rang.

– Hey baby! How's Toronto today?

– Great! A bit less chilly, which everyone's happy about – Tom replied.

– Except for you, I'm sure, you're almost finding it way too warm up there – joked.

– Exactly! – Tom laughed against the phone. – And how are you?

– Great! I'm doing the shopping with Ollie and Jim's gonna pick us up for coffee later on.

– Good to know! Listen, I just wanted to give you a quick call cause I had a break over here, but we'll have more time to talk tonight...

– Oh, can you Skype? Then I'll show you the new stuff! Though it's pretty much all those things we've picked before.

– Yeah, but I haven't seen the baby shower gifts!

– Right! – smiled – See you at night, then.

At the break of dawn, was back at the house. Olive was there helping put away the new stuff, and not only did she insist upon calling Jim to help out as well, she ended up ringing Mila and Chris too – though that last one wasn't exactly setting the room.

– And then I'll teach you guys about basketball teams – Chris explained excitedly as he lied on 's shoulder and held her bump with one hand – Now, listen carefully, cause this is very important: no matter what your parents teach you, you guys gotta go by the facts. And, throughout history, the Boston Celtics— Ow! – he stopped when slapped him in the head.

– Excuse me! – she looked at him and away from the TV – If you came here to not help and also try and wreck my kids before they're even out, you can go now.

– Alright fine, fine – With a smile, Chris kissed on the cheek and stood up, aiming for the room upstairs – I'll be a good guy and stand back. They can make their own decision when they're smart enough.

A while later, turned the TV off and went to the room, where the two couples seemed to be excitedly talking over decorations. When she got to it, she saw it was all completely ready: no more boxes and piles of gifts over the faint yellow wall; the two cribs that she and Tom had set were now in place and with the bed-sets, the wardrobe pushed back to the wall and filled with the garments and accessories, the changer already in place besides the nursing chair, and the adorable four little vintage paintings Olive and Jim had bought nailed to the wall.

– Oh my god – she smiled bright when stepping in, as they all went silent and beamed as well. – It looks perfect! Thank you guys so much.

– You're welcome, sweetie – Olive patted her in the shoulder.

– Hey, it's the least we could do – Jim hugged with a smile.

– This is great, I feel like Tom and I are being so spoiled – laughed and the others followed.

*
– And these are the tiny sneakers from Emma – showed the two pairs of red and blue little shoes at the screen, and Tom smiled brightly after lowering his tea cup.

– That's so adorable! – he chuckled.

– I still can't believe they did pretty much everything – smiled while looking around the large room. – Now all we have to do is sit and wait!

– That's great, isn't it? – Tom smiled – And I'll be there in no time.

– No, it's actually some time, dear – pouted.

– Oh, come on – he smiled more tenderly now, tilting his head. – We'll make it work, uh? We're still to have many cuddly moments, the four of us.

– That we will – leaned back, looking down at her belly. – Do you think they're gonna wait? Until the 16th?

– I don't know... But it's a nice date, isn't it? May 16th – Tom wandered.

– Oh, I think it’s my time – said after a yawn. – You could read us a poem, what do you make of that?

– How about I sing to you? – he proposed, having agree excitedly.

slowly stood up and walked to the bed, carrying the computer. After lying it on Tom's side, she got under covers and propped herself up with all the pillows it took to make her comfortable – at over eight months pregnant with twins, it took at least one to her back, between the legs and behind her neck; other than extra one she would often hug when her husband was missing. In the meantime, Tom grabbed his guitar from the corner of the room and started playing the chords.


I've got an angel
She doesn't wear any wings
She wears a heart
That could melt my own
She wears a smile
That could make me wanna sing
She gives me presents
With her presence alone
She gives me everything
I could wish for
She gives me kisses on the lips
Just for coming home

The mood was peaceful all around the room – well, both the rooms they occupied, tough at the moment it almost seemed like they were together. had closed her eyes but was still smiling at the sweet voice that echoed in her ears, and the babies had seemed to settle down. She was about to trail off when, suddenly, something snapped her out – and it wasn't the chords change from the chorus.

– Tom? Baby? – she called, peaking her head up.

– Yes? – he immediately stopped playing and narrowed his eyes.

– I think my water just broke.

CHAPTER 47 – For Sunlight Is Like Gold

– You're shitting me.

– Thomas, do not say "shitting" to your hurried little children – paced around the room incessantly.

– Okay, this is really happening then – Tom took a deep breath, looking still in shock.

– Yes! This is really happening! – nearly shouted at the computer screen. – And beforehand, of course, it had to be now! Nothing is ready, you're not here, you know that by tomorrow I should probably be getting ready to—

– ! – Tom called, and went silent, looking at his serious expression as he had his eyes widely staring at her. – It will all be okay. You call Ollie to come pick you up, and the bag is in the closet, remember?

– Okay – she took a deep breath and closed her eyes. – What about you?

– I'll... I'll make it work – Tom formed a smile. – Seriously, go. I'll find a way.

– Okay – took a deep breath. – I love you.

– Love you too – Tom beamed bright before signing off.

decided it was no time for subtlety, and she couldn't think of anything witty to say anyway, so she just called Ollie and blurred it out. After a few seconds of intense screaming – Olive figured she'd continued to do that while on her way – she rushed to 's house. It was almost a blur as it happened so fast; Olive helped her with the bags and other things she'd need, they called Chris in the car, and soon the two found themselves in a hospital room, with not much else to do for the time.

– 206... – They heard a voice whispering, and after another step there was Chris. He smiled enthusiastically upon seeing he was in the right place, running over to hug tight. – ! Oh my god.

– I know! – she smiled back when they broke apart. – The day is finally here!

– How are you feeling? – he looked down at the huge bump.

– Well, so far so good. But the doctor said my contractions are starting any time now.

– Oh, I'm sure you'll work it like a pro. Everyone knows you're more likely to inflict pain than to suffer it – Chris joked, making the two women laugh.

– Oh, here it comes... – brought a hand to her belly as the first contraction started. Chris quickly held her free hand, which she squeezed tight, and Olive supported her back. cringed in pain for nearly fifteen seconds, and then took deep breaths as it wore off.

– So... Is it something you'll survive? – Olive suggested.

– If it means I'll get to see the babies – smiled as she tilted her head back at the pillow, breathing deep.

– What about Tom? – Chris asked, and opened her eyes to answer.

– I was talking to him, actually, when my water broke. He said he's gonna try to make it. Maybe we should call him – she looked over at Olive.

– He's probably crazed with trying to book a flight, sweetie. When he has news, he'll call.

– I didn't even tell Mila yet – Chris explained. – She's got an audition early in the morning so she needs to rest, but I'll have her call me right after.

– Yeah, and Jim had just arrived home from practice, he was a wreck. But he'll be here first thing in the morning.

– Why did my cutie pies pick such an inconvenient time, uh? – caressed her belly gently. – You didn't have to actually listen when I said I couldn't wait to meet you already!

– Well, it is true you couldn't wait – Olive observed. – They're just being obedient to Mama.

then called hers and Tom's parents to tell the news. She didn't want to disturb them at first, as it was even later at night in England, but Olive and Chris convinced her it was worth awaking them. A few minutes later, Tom called Olive's phone, and she answered on speaker.

– , how are you? – he shot the question after she'd said hi.

– I already had a contraction, but I'm fine!

– Good. I made it – Tom heaved. – I got a flight.

breathed out in relief as the other two celebrated, and Tom continued.

– I leave at 6 a.m, and should be there around ten, so you keep those babies in until then.

– I'll do my best – laughed. – Well, it's barely one in the morning, you should sleep until it's time.

– Are you kidding me? There's no way I can sleep now! It's bad enough I'm gonna go four hours without knowing what's going on.

– Oh, I know! – Olive spoke up. – I've got my iPad in the car, you can Skype in the meantime!

– Great! That settles it – Tom replied.

Olive then left the room and headed towards the car, promising she'd also bring ice chips. Chris then stood up from the edge of the bed and made his way around it, leaving his jacket on the back of a chair.

– You dropped something – noticed what appeared to be a small dark object on the floor, pointing at it. Chris immediately grabbed it, jumping back up. – What is it?

– Nothing – he mumbled.

– Come on, what is it? – frowned.

– Okay, but promise me you won't freak out, because it doesn't mean anything.

– Fine, I promise.

Chris then approached the bed, revealing the content in his hand to be a royal-blue velvet box. When he opened it to reveal a beautiful diamond ring, heaved in shock.

– Oh. My. God. Oh my god! Are you—

– No – Chris cut her off, putting the box in his back pocket. – My mom gave it to me, even though I told her a million times that Mila and I are fine where we are.

– Okay, but Lisa is probably the person who least pressures you into doing this, Chris. If she's giving you a ring, it means she sees something there.

– Nah, she just wants grandchildren already.

– That can't be it, she's already got two coming her way – patted her bump, making Chris laugh. Then, she became serious at once, narrowing her eyes. – Wait a minute... your mom was here two weeks ago. Why is the ring still in your pocket?

– I don't know, I just...

– Oh my god, you're thinking about it! – heaved.

– It's not that big of a deal!

– Chris, for the love of god – rolled her eyes. – Do you realize that what just happened was exactly like that Friends scene with Rachel and Joey? If there's a Friends reference opportunity and I don't take it, it is a very big deal!

Before Chris could reply, the two heard Tom's mechanized voice coming from the hallway.

– Can you hear me now?

– Yes! It worked – Olive replied as she entered the room with her tablet in hands.

– We are not done – whispered at Chris, who rolled his eyes, and then grabbed the device in her hands, smiling upon seeing her husband. – Hey baby!

– Hey – he beamed largely. – What's up?

– Not much since the last five minutes.

– I can't believe this is happening, – Tom breathed out, smiling widely, which did as well. – I just want to be there already, I need to.

– You will baby, you will. You're not missing the important part.

The hour they had for talking went by quickly, and was filled with the four of them going on about any given subject, and usually ended up laughing about it. After Tom had to leave for the airport, , Olive and Chris mostly tried to rest as the morning came, drifting in and out of sleep. When Mila called Chris and he told her what had happened, she quickly made her way to the hospital, bringing coffee for herself and the other two. After some more talking, comforting from the ongoing contractions, and accompanying the periodic exams the doctor made, Olive excused herself when she got a call from Tom, and Mila went to get ice chips. Soon enough, was back to the ring subject, arguing with Chris about how obvious it was that that was all he could think about, so smitten he looked when staring at his girlfriend.

– , will you please just let that go? – Chris asked.

– Evans, you listen to me – pointed at him – I am about to birth two human beings, and the guy responsible for it is not even here. If you don't go out there and flash her this freaking ring right now, I will do it myself.

– I already told you , I don't wanna steal your thunder!

– You won't! My babies will be incomparably more beautiful than your ring. Now go! – she saw him retreat a bit and keep looking at her, and sighed – You want me to wish you good luck, don't you?

– Kind of...

– Never needed that in your life – she smiled and held his hand – Now vanish, I'm serious. Next time your ass is back in here you're gonna be Mila Kunis' fiancé.

– , come on, seriously. I agree with you, but I'm not doing this on a hospital!

– Ugh, what a lame excuse.

– I'm serious, I want it to be special!

– Fine, whatever. You have a week – she glanced at his shocked expression and laughed. – I'm kidding!

– He just landed – Olive shouted from the door.

– Oh, thank god – let out a breath of relief.

– I told you it was gonna be okay – Olive sat by 's side and held her hand – Now how about we distract you until Tom is here?

– Okay.

– Okay, so, you know that bitch Sarah we went to high school with? I ran into her last week and she looks so fat. And she's unemployed!

– My god – laughed – That's terrible, Ollie!

– It is not! Remember when she dropped paint in my hair?

– Yeah, and then you threw your juice on her pants...

– God, were we mature – Olive laughed.

– There you go, Mrs – Mila walked back in, handing the cup, and she smiled in response. Then, they looked to the door to find a rushing Jim walking by.

– Sorry, I overslept – he quickly made his way to and kissed her forehead, and then proceeded to greet the others.

– That's okay, Jim, not much has happened so far – laughed.

– Well, what would my godson think of me if when he first came to this world I was heavy sleeping at midday? – Jim smiled, sitting down by his wife's side.

– Well, since these are probably our last moments, I wanna thank you guys for being here – looked endearingly at the two couples. – And I don't just mean here, right now, but in my life altogether. You know how much difference you make in my life, and Tom and I are so, so lucky to have the four of you. And we're incredibly happy you're gonna be part of this new chapter in our lives – she smiled, and then all four stood up to hug her, while thanking and saying back nice words.

After they pulled back, Chris gave another kiss in the cheek, smiling at her without saying anything. She then cut off the nice moment upon remembering something she'd thought of saying at that moment.

– Oh, also, I'd like to thank the Lakers.

– Oh, you have got to be kidding me! – Chris scowled as the others laughed.

– I'm not! I am very much grateful to the Los Angeles Lakers for the birth of my children.

– And why is that exactly?

– Because, my dear, if they weren't the marvelous team they are, they wouldn't have gotten to semi-finals in 2001, I wouldn't have skipped class and met you, and then I'd never have met Tom.

– I gotta say, that is a good line of thinking – Mila agreed while Olive laughed.

– Wait, so you're saying you actually owe it all to the Lakers, and not me? – Chris raised an eyebrow.

– Well, they are the inception of it all... – joked, waiting a bit to then smile mockingly and laugh it off.

After about ten more minutes of reminiscing, 's doctor came in, and she was left alone with her and Olive. The doctor made another quick exam and announced it should be another half an hour before labor. Soon after she left, they heard the sound of someone running fast, and then Tom stopped by the door, astonished.

– Hey, you made it! – Olive smiled and got up, whereas and Tom were still silent, looking at each other – Congratulations by the way – Olive kissed Tom's cheek and walked away, and he smiled at her before walking to .

– You're here – smiled while in a hug – You're here.

– I am, I'm here – Tom smiled and kissed . They had just pulled apart when she started having another contraction.

– Oh – she cringed her face and squeezed Tom's hand tightly, and he looked worried as she moaned in pain.

– Honey, I am so, so sorry I wasn't here before – he shared a suffering face as her eyes squeezed shut.

– No, no – she shook her head as she still contorted from the pain – You're here now – she then breathed deep, calming Tom down as well. She inhaled and exhaled a few more times and then opened his eyes to meet Tom's, as his expression was the deepest sorrow she'd ever seen in a look. She smiled comfortingly and put her hand on his cheek – Hey. I'm fine.

– You sure? These contractions seem so terrible – his face was still tensed up.

– They are, but... It doesn't compare to what's coming from it – smiled and massaged the hand she'd probably hurt – I had one three minutes ago.

– So it's almost time – Tom looked up.

– Yeah – laughed.

– How are we doing over here? – 's doctor stepped in, being struck by the image of Tom. – Oh, the father made it, good! Hi, Tom.

– Hey, doctor – he smiled back as she approached, and proceeded to examine .

– How's it going over there? – asked, anxious, after it had been silent for a while.

– Well, I'd say Mr. Hiddleston here has excellent timing – she looked up at the two. – It's time to go.

– What? Really? – gasped.

– Yep. You're ten centimeters dilated. Time to get this party started – the doctor smiled, standing up. – Better yet, time to wrap it up.

As they got to the labor room and the team of doctors and nurses got ready, Tom faithfully held 's hand, and they talked simply with looks for the moment. When the doctor advised her to start pushing, she squeezed her husband's hand even tighter, leaning forward. Soon enough, she felt an intense and excruciating amount of pain, and as her mind let itself wander, she wished that would just be over soon, but also knew it would all be worth it. Tom kept on saying encouraging words, not being able to do more, and started to feel dizzy over the effort. When she thought she couldn't do it anymore, and all she wanted was to just lean back and give up, she heard the most beautiful sound she and Tom had ever heard: a cry from the baby. Their own baby, that they were about to meet.

– Here she is! – the doctor lifted the baby, and the nurse quickly wrapped a blanket around her before handing her over to .

and Tom could've sworn they lost their breath for a good few seconds. Elisa was so beautiful, all tiny and fragile, her eyes still closed. The tears were inevitable for the new parents, but they had very little time to have their meltdown.

– Now, I hear her brother wants to join the family, too – the nurse smiled, taking the baby away.

– Almost done, honey – Tom wiped the sweat from 's forehead with a towel. – You're doing great.

– Alright, now push! – the doctor called, back in her position.

And so went back to the exhausting and endless minutes of effort. The sharp pain and cold sweat were constant, but she was able to catch a few glimpses of her daughter being gently rocked by the nurse. When she finally heard the second cry, collapsed back in bed, closing her eyes from tiredness and relief.

– – Tom called gently, and she opened her eyes to see the second bundle coming her way.

knew that when babies are born they all look pretty much the same, but it was still striking to see the resemblance. James had the same small round nose and thick pink lips as Elisa, and it had and Tom beaming widely; and of course tearing up again.

– There you go – the doctor handed Elisa over to Tom with a smile. – Now the family is complete.

After a couple of minutes, the babies were taken to be properly cleaned up and dressed, and for some initial exams. was brought back to her room, where Tom lied by her side as the two silently waited for the two family members to be back, embracing each other with closed eyes.

When 's ob-gyn brought the two babies, she happily announced that they seemed to be perfectly healthy. The woman then said they had about half an hour before the visiting hours started, and left the family be.

– I just can't stop looking at them – smiled at James as she and Tom, who sat by her side, had just switched which babies they had been holding.

– I know. We did such a good job – he joked, making his wife laugh.

– Hope these two cuties are ready to meet the world... – smiled.

After alternating her glare between the two beautiful children, caught herself staring at Tom. Her mind, as it always did, began to trace back at many of their moments together, and now that he had his happiest expression on, it struck her even more of how lucky she was to have him – her best friend, the love of her life, and now the father of her children.

– What? – Tom smirked at , having noticed her staring.

– I was just thinking of how much I love you. And how I love this moment.

– It's one of my favorites already – Tom looked back down at Elisa; kept her glare at him, continuing to speak after holding his hand with her free one.

– I look at you and it brings me back to our wedding vows. And you know, I've always thought, and feared, that it could've been the heat of the moment, since we only knew each other for a little over a year by then. But then there's these moments... like this one... where I realize that I really meant every single word. And it makes me so pathetically happy to know that, in my heart. Because growing up, to be honest, I wasn't sure that I'd ever have someone I'd be willing to make such a commitment with. But I also didn't wanna jump into anything not real enough. But that's what you are to me. And I do, I do wanna be with you, for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer. I want to raise our kids together, to have those moments, to still have so many moments with you. I want to still be in love with you in fifty years. I want us to be side by side, even if one of us can no longer talk, or walk... or remember. I want us to still have this amazing, this beautiful connection that nothing can ever tear apart. I want nothing more than this family we have created. You three are my strongest bond. You are my reality.

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P.S: Sorry I took so long with this chapter (I mean, good god, it took me REALLY long), and also sorry bc after it took this long y'all prob expected something better. Also, some people have asked me if I had given up on the fic, and I just wanted to let you know, I will definitely not give up on it and not give it an ending. I don't know how much longer I'm gonna go, but whenever I decide the final number of chapters, I'll tell you guys beforehand :)