– So we're going with April 6th?
– April 6th – looked back from the computer and kissed Tom after a smile.
– Okay then, I'll call my mom and ask her to look for a hotel for the ceremony.
– Okay, but make sure she calls my mom to go along, otherwise she'll go crazy that she wasn't in the wedding or something.
– Okay – Tom laughed.
– And pleease ask her to call me once she's booked it so I can send it to the invitation guys?
– Will do – Tom kissed and left.
stayed on the computer for another while, and once she was done with the guest list, she went to meet Olive at the bakery suggested by Mila, who would show up later.
– Oh my god, this one is sooooo good – said after trying on another candy – It's better than sex.
– Ok, normally I'd believe you, but your partner is Tom freaking Hiddleston, so shut up.
– So what it's Tom? – looked at Ollie and she frowned – Yeah, no, you're right.
– Oh, look, Chris and Mila! – Olive looked as the couple entered the shop.
– Hi there! – Chris kissed on the cheek while Olive and Mila greeted.
– Hey! What are you doing in bridesmaids territory?
– Don't worry, I was just dropping Mila off. See ya – Chris smiled and did the same before he left.
– Oh my God, you're right, this is great! – Mila said to Olive after trying the candy and then turned to – You're getting a thousand of those, right?
– Definitely! – laughed – You were right, this place is awesome!
– Right? It's the best! So, when are you and Tom going to Paris?
– Eight o'clock.
– Tonight, already?
– Yeah, we've got a tight schedule! We're making the fitting of both our outfits tomorrow, then we leave for London where we'll be for three days, and we'll close the deal with a hotel, and see the final arrangements.
– Are you nervous? It's getting close! – Olive smiled.
– Oh, not that close. I'm still fine – smiled back.
– CAUSE YOU KEEP ME COMING BACK FOR MORE.... – shouted to the song on the radio while on Tom's house.
– Will you please stop shouting? I wanna hear where my phone is ringing from – Tom said in a joking tone.
– How rude! – showed a shocked expression.
– I'm sorry – Tom smiled and wrapped his arms around 's waist – I just really want to find my phone and I can't be distracted by this beautiful voice.
– Fine – turned down the radio and Tom reached for his phone right before it stopped ringing, missing the call – But just so you know, ten thousand people payed to hear this. And I was giving it to you for free – made Tom laugh – Well, technically, they paid for Maroon 5, but no one was complaining...
– Oh, you've sang this song with them?
– Yeah! They were performing here in L.A, and Rihanna couldn't go so I, as I've done many times before, went and saved the day – smiled and Tom laughed, kissing her.
– Okay now, let's go – He smiled and grabbed her hand. When 's phone rang and she saw it was her mother, she picked up.
– Hey mom!
– Hey, sweetie!
– Why'd you call Tom?
– I don't know... I always talk to you, wanted to call my son-in-law for a change – She laughed.
– Oh, that's sweet. But I'd get really jealous, you know.
– I know, I know. I would talk to you as well...
– Great – laughed – What's up?
– Well, we found a great hotel where you can have the ceremony, and it also includes the decoration and food... And it's available!
– That is great! – moved the phone backwards to let Tom know – They found a hotel available!
– Oh, good! Hey, how about we go there to check it out?
– Good idea! Yeah, let's do that! Mom – She got back to the phone – What do you say Tom and I go over there on Monday to check it out?
– Oh, that is a great idea honey! We miss you so much! – Lilly cheered.
– Mom! We were there last month – laughed.
and Tom, already with their bags, took a cab to the airport. After checking-in, they waited for a while in the boarding lounge. Then, they went to the plane, where they settled their hand luggage and set next to each other.
– You can hold my hand, look – slipped her hand under the seat arm that divided hers and Tom's seat.
– But I can't hold you – He showed a pity face and kissed her cheek.
– Oh, the flight's only eleven hours long, you'll live – joked.
– Excuse me – The stewardess approached and spoke in a French accent – Would you care for a drink?
– Oui, nous aimerions deux verres de Cabernet, s'il vous plaît – Tom answered with a smile.
– Oui, monsieur. Je vais les mettre après le décollage – The stewardess smiled back and left.
– Oh, why'd you do that, Thomas? – looked at him, pretending to be serious – Spoke your perfectly good French in front of me, just so I'll get ashamed of mine...
– Have I not told you to stop saying that, ? Your French is perfect – He smiled widely and she did the same.
– Je t'aime, mon cher.
– Je t'aime plus – Tom smiled and kissed .
The bright Parisian sun invaded the hotel room through the big window in the end of it. and Tom freshened up after arriving and then went for a walk. 's mom was meeting her in front of the store, because she insisted to be there and help picking the dress.
– We've never been here together, have we? – Tom asked as they walked through Champs de Mars, holding hands.
– No, we haven't! This is great, I haven't been here on vacation in so long...
– Me neither! I think three times I was here for work, and it was just such little time.
– So, this store you're going to, is it close to Elie's?
– Yep, just a few blocks forward.
– And how will we meet afterwards?
– Um... Just wait there, I'll come by after I'm done – Tom stopped in front of the store.
– Okay. See you later – smiled and kissed Tom, who then walked away.
Alce waited for another five minutes, and then her mom walked by, making smile and hug her tightly.
– Hi, darling – Lilly smiled with her hands on 's face – I'm so happy this day has come.
– Oh, mom, it's not even the wedding day yet – she laughed and started walking inside.
– Good afternoon, Ms. ... and Mrs. – the receptionist showed a smile when recognizing .
– Good afternoon – they answered.
– My name is Claire, we've spoken on the phone...
– Oh, right, and I chose the dresses...
– Yes, three dresses, right? They're in this room over here, if you'll join me – Claire gestured a room to the right.
It was a wide space, with a curtain to the left, for to try on her dresses, a giant mirror, a sofa and a center table. A rack on the right side held the three dresses had previously picked from the website.
– So, here's one of them – Claire took out if the rack one of the dresses – Would you like to try it on right now?
– Of course – smiled and walked towards the fitting room, followed by the woman carrying her dress. She put it on and Claire helped her zip it, and then she stepped out.
The dress had sparkles along its entire length, with two stripes that formed a v-neck. Below the chest, a satin belt formed a bow in the center, and the slim hem merely touched the floor.
– Wow – Lilly approached and looked at 's reflection in the mirror, as she smiled.
– It's so beautiful... But the other ones are too, this is gonna be hard!
The second one was even more beautiful. The upper part was a delicade lace that went from the large stripes to the hips, that had a satin bow in the center. The lower part was a puffy tulle with white flowers embroided in it.
– Champagne? – a waiter asked while holding a tray with two glasses of champagne, as and Lilly stared at the mirror.
– Thank you – smiled and they both got the glasses.
– I like this one better – Lilly said while sitting down, and sat in the sofa in front of hers.
– Me too... I don't wanna take it off – she laughed.
– Hello? – Lilly picked up her phone and smiled when she mouthed it was her father. – Oh, I know honey, I'm sorry... My flight was late so I came straight to the shop... Yes, yes, it was all fine. She looks perfect, like a princess – she smiled at , who laughed – Okay, I will. Love you, bye.
– What did Dad want?
– He was mad at me for not calling to say my flight went well. It's a one-hour flight, for God's sake! – she and laughed.
– Well, you know how Dad is... – smiled and stood up – Let me go try on the other one, and then we'll decide which.
When finished putting on the third dress, she knew it was the one. She saw herself marrying Tom in that exact dress. Two pieces of lace covered the white stripes of the corset, and gathered in the middle with small flowers. The lower part was wide and puffy, spreading around the floor. It was simply perfect. She stepped out and stopped in front of the mirror, and Lilly walked by without saying a word.
– This is the one – smiled widely.
– Definitely – Lilly smiled as well.
CHAPTER 27 – Back In Time
(NOTE: This is a flashback story. It happened midway 2001 in Los Angeles.)
– Tell me you did not skip class to watch the Lakers game – he said with a mocking face.
– Hell yeah! – she answered and Joe laughed.
– The TV broke, but Harry's on it, don't worry.
– Better make it quick, Harry!
– I'm on it, sweetheart!
– Can I get two lattes please? – She smiled.
– I cannot believe you made me skip last class to come watch the game with you – Olive complained as sat down in the table nearby and handed her one of the cups.
– You know, technically, me saying "I'm off to see the Celts get kicked in the nuts, see you suckers tomorrow" is not really me making you come with me – mocked.
– Excuse me – A guy that was talking to Joe turned around to the girls – Are you talking about the Lakers-Celtics game?
– Yeah – looked up with a smile.
– I thought it was at five...
– No, it started at four, I already missed ten minutes of it!
– Crap, crap, crap! – Olive gained 's attention back.
– What?
– I made the terrible mistake of telling my mom I'm out of class, now she said she's picking me up so I can help her with groceries.
– Oh my god, you're so stupid! Why would you tell her that?
– Cause she asked why was I texting during class. Ugh, this is not even worth fighting against, I'm gonna go.
– Ok, bye sweetie – leaned in and kissed Olive on the cheek, and she walked away. When turned her head back, the TV went on and she saw that the Lakers were winning – Yesssss! – She celebrated.
– Oh, just when I was thinking you were a nice girl, I find out you're a Lakers fan... – The guy looked at her with pity.
– What, you're a Celtic? – She let out a laugh – Oh, isn't that sad?
– Not really – He laughed and motioned his head to where Olive was minutes before, gaining 's approval and sitting down.
– You didn't really expect to find many Celtics fans in L.A, right?
– I don't know, I believe in miracles...
– Well, then, you better start praying for your team to win – laughed – I'm , by the way. Hannigan.
– Chris Evans – Chris took out his hand and she shook it.
– Nice to meet you – smiled – Do you study here? I've never seen you before.
– No, no, I'm 20, I'm just here to pick up my brother.
– Oh, okay. So... Are you from Boston or is this just a horrible family tradition?
– It is a great family tradition, I'll have you know! I am from Boston actually, but I've been living here for three years...
– Really? Why you moved here?
– For drama college. I'm an actor... Or will be.
– Oh, cool! My boyfriend's an actor too. He just finished college and moved here from Scotland.
– Really? That's so nice! What about you, are you in the "showbiz" too?
– I am actually. I wanna be a singer.
– Well, you got a beautiful voice – He smiled and sipped his coffee.
– Aw, thanks!
– You have a bit of an accent, are you not from here?
– I am, I'm from L.A, but my parents are both British, so... – stopped talking and they paid attention to the game narrator when Joe turned up the volume.
– ... Score! Celtics!
– Yes! – Chris celebrated – See? Miracle.
– Yeah, that point was clearly a miracle, glad you admit it – laughed and turned back to the TV – Come on Smith, if you don't score today I'm gonna kill you!
– So, , do you only date the British, because of you heritage?
– Are you flirting with me? – smiled at Chris.
– Why would I flirt with knowing you have a boyfriend? And by talking about him? Besides, I have a girlfriend myself.
– Okay... Well, I don't have a pattern, but you know, polite boys with blue eyes and a dashing accent are always preferrable – and Chris laughed.
– Fair enough...
– So, tell me, are you in the process of being in a movie soon?
– I'm shooting one actually, it's called The Newcomers.
– Awesome! What's it about?
– It's about a family that decides to move to the countryside and begin a new life, so it shows them adapting and all that. I play a guy who becomes the boyfriend of the daughter in the family.
– Wow, that seems really... Interesting – squeezed her eyes.
– You don't have to do this, I know it's not – Chris and laughed.
– Well, you gotta start somewhere, right? Tell you what: I'll watch it anyway, and you come see me perform in Talent Show next week.
– Oh, I wouldn't miss it for the world – Chris smiled.
Until the end of the game, Chris and stayed talking about a lot of things. They felt really comfortable, like they'd been friends for a long time already, and had a lot of fun. When the game ended with the Celtics winning, and Chris walked down the hallway together.
– Well, that was a regretable turn of events...
– It was no turn of events really, we were winning all along.
– Your lying makes you lose points with me, Celtic.
– Oh, I'm sorry – Chris smiled and stopped where he agreed to meet his brother, making stop too – Well, I wish you happiness in all other fields in your life then. You know, since your team sucks – He smiled and laughed – I hope you get really rich and famous, and always have by your side a blue-eyed man with a "dashing accent", someone to watch the Lakers lose with.
– Oh, isn't that sweet? – smiled and hugged Chris goodbye – But just because you said that, if I ever break up with James, you owe me a British man.
– Deal – Chris kissed on the cheek and walked away.
CHAPTER 28 – Bright, Bright, Sunshiny Day
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
Based on your body language,
your shoddy cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is
– YOU MET DAME HELEN MIRREN? Oh my God! Did you tell her I'm her biggest fan? – heard Tom's laugh over the phone.
– Well, I had to tell her I'm her biggest fan, didn't I? Otherwise it would be weird...
– Oh, I bet you didn't even mention me!
– Yes I did, okay? And she not only thanked me for the words, but also said she really likes your music.
– Oh my god, what? – replied slowly – You mean to tell me that Helen Mirren likes my songs?
– Will you stop being such a fangirl about it? – Tom laughed again – Everyone likes your songs!
– No, but this is the greatest thing in the world! I'm gonna put it on my resume...
– You are crazy – he laughed.
– Sorry, I just woke up, I really am...
– Oh, I'm sorry darling, I didn't mean to wake you...
– No, don't be! Being woken up by you is a million times better than by the alarm clock – smiled and lied back in bed, turning to the side.
– Aw, that's sweet – Tom replied.
– Well, I gotta go now, I'm gonna start getting ready. See in you in about... fourteen hours.
– See ya! – he responded and hung up.
Fourteen hours later, there she was. saw from the cab the sunny London she had missed so much. Although the spring had arrived, it was still quite cold, but that day in particular was beautiful. Tom had a meeting about a future project, so went by cab to his flat, to which she had the keys. But, when unlocking the door, she saw he was already there.
– Hey, you're home already!
– The meeting ended a bit early – Tom smiled, then she ran to his arms and hugged him tightly, and they kissed. Then, he went back to the couch and she sat on his lap.
– What are you watching?
– Sherlock – he smiled.
– Oh, nice! – she looked at the TV just as it was coming back from commercial – But it's a re-run, right?
– Yes, but I haven't seen this one – Tom answered, causing to look at him in shock and then laugh.
– You haven't seen The Reichenbach Fall?
– No, why? – he asked, concerned.
– It's only the best episode ever! – she laughed again and then tucked her head in his chest – Just watch it.
– Hey, so... The day is coming – he said after a couple of minutes, while running his fingers through her hair.
– Wanna take off and go get married in Vegas? – joked, making Tom laugh.
– Why, you don't like big fancy weddings?
– Of course I do! Don't you?
– Yes... Especially the ones in which I marry you – Tom smiled and kissed – I've got a surprise for you.
– Yeah? – she asked when he leaned forwards and held up a document from the table. He then handed it to her and she passed her eyes through it and saw hers and Tom's name, but was a bit too tired to assimilate it. – What is this?
– It's the deed of this house. I've changed the property to both of us.
– What? – she was surprised and looked at him.
– Well, we bought a house in L.A, we should have one here as well... This is home too, after all.
– But this is your house!
– Now it's ours – Tom smiled and did too, pulling him in for another kiss.
ran her fingers through Tom's hair and sighed, looking at him deeply.
– We're getting married in three days.
– Yeah.
In her dream, spun around in a big and puffy white dress, dancing along Tom. She started running around London and went by all the places from her childhood, laughing with her fiancé as the wind brushed their faces. Waking up this time wasn't pitiful; in fact it wasn't bad at all. Because her dream would become reality.
felt better than ever. She felt light, happy, warm, she felt like smiling all the livelong day. Quite like an angel, she felt. But the best thing she felt was that that day went by in slow motion. And dammit, if she could choose a day to go by in slow motion, that would be it.
The morning and afternoon were that known bridal routine – eat lightly, laugh with friends, get nails done, massages, fixing the hair... But as the ceremony got closer, it felt more and more like something had never felt before. It felt perfect in an imperfect way – because it was the real way.
– Found it – Olive entered the room holding a makeup kit – Well, actually, Jim did. I made the poor guy go home and look for it – Olive and laughed.
– Well I'll thank him later then – smiled.
– You also thank him for being on "keep the groom from running away" duty – Olive sat in front of and started putting on a glittery-white eye shadow over the one already on 's eyes – Oh, yeah. See? I told you that was all that was missing – Olive curved back and looked at the mirror smiling.
– Yeah, it looks great.
– Oh, I brought you something. I was waiting to give it to you for last, which I don't know why I did, but anyway... – Olive reached for her purse and got a small keychain of a Tardis, handing it to .
– Oh my God! Is this...
– Your first birthday present to me, yes. I don't know if you remember, but I once said that when you got married, this would your something old, and borrowed, and blue.
– Of course I remember. You always being so practical – smiled emotional and hugged Olive – Thank you sweetie, I love it. Oh, but how am I gonna take it? I can't carry it.
– How about I sew it to the hem of your dress?
– Okay. But be careful!
– Calm down, I'm not gonna wreck your perfect princess dress, okay?
– ... – Chris called from the door and turned around with a smile, and then he ran towards her and pulled her in for a tight hug.
– What are you doing here? – joked – Only bridesmaids are supposed to see me!
– I tried to keep him away, but you know him... – Mila smiled at the door.
– I can't believe you called Mila to be your bridesmaid when I have been your friend for so much longer! – Chris made laugh then smiled – You look really beautiful.
– Thank you – she smiled back.
– Alright, I'm gonna go check on the guests – Chris headed to the door.
– Everybody knows that code for free champagne! – Mila shouted as he walked out, making the girls laugh.
– Alright, I'm ready! How much time is there left?
– Ten minutes – Olive responded.
– What? You mean I'm the bride ad I'm ready early? That is just wrong! – and Olive laughed – Ugh, I just want to see Tom already! – she started walking around the room.
– Oh, don't be such a drama queen, you saw him yesterday!
– I know, but... He's all I want to see today – looked out the window to the guests arriving.
– I know the feeling – Olive patted in the back, and then she went back to the mirror for a final check. The dress fit perfectly, her curls fell back from a shiny silver clip on her hair, and the light makeup enlightened her happy expression.
So there it was: a door. All that was keeping from marrying the greatest man she ever met. And then her dad ran closer to her and placed a kiss on her nose, making her laugh. And then she entwined her arm on his and the doors opened, making everything move really slowly.
Why does this feel so different than other days? It's not like so much is going to change... I'm just gonna get a new house, and a husband, and a perfect life... The thoughts boiled on 's head as she walked with her dad, so she blew them off and just sunk in the moment.
And there he was. And he looked great. And he formed the largest, most ridiculous smile ever. And formed a smile big enough that would stop her tears. And her dad let her go, kissing her cheek and tapping Tom on the shoulder. And smiled again. And they held hands and turned to the priest as everyone sat down.
– Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today, in the sight of God, to join this wondrous couple. Marriage is a gift of God in creation, through which Tom and may know the grace of God. We pray with them that the holy spirit will straighten them. In token of this love, they will each give and receive a ring. Who has the rings? – The father asked and Olive handed her ring while Chris handed Tom his, and they placed them on the other one's finger.
After that, there were some prayers, and then the ceremony proceeded to the vows.
– Now, Tom, repeat after me: I, Thomas William Hiddleston...
– I, Thomas William Hiddleston... – He repeated as he and faced each other – take thee, , to have and to hold, from this forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until death do us part.
– Now, , repeat after me: I, ...
– I, , take thee Thomas William Hiddleston, to have and to hold, from this forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until death do us part.
– It is much as Tom and have consented together in holy wedlock, and have declared the same by the giving and receiving of the rings, I pronounce them husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride.
smiled and Tom leaned forward for a brief and sweet kiss, as everyone clapped. They kept clapping as the two walked out in the aisle and went to a room on the ground floor reserved to them. After walking in and closing the door, they kept staring at each other and then started laughing, and hugged tightly.
– Oh my god, I can't believe this! – looked at Tom and they smiled widely, and then they kissed passionately for a long time, hugging again afterwards.
– You look so, so beautiful – Tom gripped 's waist and kissed her neck.
– Oh, what about you? – she looked at him and smiled – I've never seen you look fancier...
– Well, that's kind of the point, isn't it? – he smiled and ran his hand through her hair – But really, you look so beautiful... So perfect... My wife.
smiled, emotional, and her eyes filled with tears. That was the man, her man, just like she'd read in childhood fairytales. Well, it hadn't been as nearly as easy, but every bit as perfect in moments just like that one, when it was just the two of them, and nothing else mattered.
– I still can't believe this – she laughed and then put her hand on his face – My prince.
She tucked her head in his chest and closed her eyes, listening to his heartbeat and wrapping her arms around him.
– Looking from up in the hotel room, I think everyone made it, right?
– Yeah, I think so... Robert and Susan's flight was late, but I saw them here too.
– We have to get going, uh? – un-hugged and smiled again. Then, the wedding planner showed up and led them to the still empty salon where the party was happening, and they stood in the entrance of it. Then, the guests, who were still by the ceremony place, walked by. The one walking the fastest on his way there was 's father, which was no surprise to her and made her laugh.
– My princess – he hugged tightly and she wrapped her arms around him while he did the same – You look so beautiful, the ceremony was great!
– Thank you, Dad! But don't start crying, because you'll make me cry and I can't ruin my makeup!
– I'll save it for later, that is the best I can do – he replied and laughed, before James went to talk to Tom and her mother came in for the hug.
After greeting everyone, and Tom made their way to their table and talked for a while with their parents, bridesmaids and best men, and then dinner was served.
– So when are you two leaving for your honeymoon? – Mila asked after sipping her champagne.
– In a week – Tom replied. – We're going to the Movie Awards next Sunday, and travel the next day.
– Ooh, nice! And what about the new house?
– Oh, it's looking so beautiful! – answered with a smile – When we go back, we'll start moving already. I can't wait!
– Me neither – Tom smiled and kissed briefly.
– My god, this salmon is really good! – 's father said after tasting another bite of it.
– Oh, I know right? – smiled – When we came here to try it we just had to had it for today, and now it tastes even better I think...
– Oh, Tom, speaking of food, how was your "Live Below The Line" challenge? – James asked.
– It was great! I mean, not the challenge by itself, really, because it's terrifying to eat so little, but I think that's what's good, because it makes you take on a whole new perspective, to think people live under this condition every day.
– Oh, yes, that's great! We're doing it next week you know?
– Really? – Tom smiled – That's great!
– Did you do it too, ? – her mom asked.
– Hm-m – she shook her head no while finishing chewing, then took a sip of her drink – My doctor didn't clear me, because since I'm still touring, I need a stronger diet. But as soon as it's over I will – she smiled.
A while after the dinner ended, everyone started making speeches, before the first dance of the couple. 's mother went first, then Olive and Chris, who made shed a few tears, and then her father shared a few words.
– Well, they say every girl marries a man that is just like their father. That being said, I'd just like to say how Tom is such a nice, generous, and very handsome man – James joked and everyone laughed – But, in all seriousness, you two know you have my plain blessing. I see the love you two have for each other and it's the most beautiful thing – Tom and looked at each other and smiled, holding hands – And, Tom, I see the way you take care of , which I know is not such an easy task! – and her dad laughed – I wish you two a lifetime of happiness. God knows you deserve it – James finished and, as everyone clapped, stood up and hugged him and thanked him, before he then hugged Tom.
After that, Tom stood up and picked up the microphone, to make the speech for both of them, as he and had agreed.
– Good evening, everyone – he smiled as everyone responded – Um... Well, there was some debate over which one of us would make this speech. We agreed that it couldn't be both of us because that could be boring... And take all night – he laughed among many of the guests – said she'd be too emotional, but I could stall too much... I'll try to do my best – he smiled at and she did the same – First of all, we want to thank everyone made it here tonight. We know it's not easy to fly this far or move around things to be able to be here, which is why we're so thankful. It is very important to have you all celebrating this most special day with us. We want to thank our parents, for always leading us the right direction and making sure we were always loved and taken care of. The intensive job you had in raising us certainly led to where we are today, and we couldn't be happier. To my best men, Matt and Chris, and the maids of honor, Olive, Mila, Alyson and Emma: you were true angels through all of this. God knows it wasn't always easy and peaceful planning this ceremony, but you guys made it a whole lot easier and more fun. And special to my wonderful Emma and Sarah, for being the best sisters I could've asked for – he looked at them and they smiled, Emma blowing him a kiss – Thank you so much.
He smiled and everyone clapped, thinking that was the end of it, which did too, since she'd seen him practice his speech. But then he looked at her and held the mike up again.
– ... – he started, making her look confused, but then crack a smile – I want to thank you for being here as well – he made her and some other people laugh at that – I mean it. You being here with me, and being anywhere I'm at, is more than I could ever wish for. I didn't know this immediately when I met you, but I need you to be there, and you always are. And it makes my days so much better – he paused for a bit and held her hand, while her smile started to fade into tears – And I can say, without a doubt in the world, that I could not be happier to know that as of tonight, you are going to be in all of the days in my life. And I can't wait for those.
The guests clapped again after he finished, this time standing up. got up and hugged Tom strongly, after he'd left the microphone over the table and hugged her back.
– I love you – she said with her eyes still closed.
– I love you too, honey – he smiled.
– You promised you wouldn't make me cry – said when un-hugging, and wiped her tears off.
– I'm sorry. But if it helps, you still look perfect – he smiled at her and wiped the last tear away.
– Everybody, please, let's welcome the new couple for their first dance! – the singer in the band, which was 's band with one of her backing vocals in the lead, announced, and everyone turned to see it as and Tom took the center of the salon and entwined for the sweet ballad.
As the band started playing "Crazy Little Thing Called Love", Tom and started working on the practiced routine, surprising the many that didn't know about it. started smiling widely and Tom spun her before the first verse.
This thing called love, I must get round to it
I ain't ready
Crazy little thing called love
This thing called love
It cries in a cradle all night
It swings, it jives
It shakes all over like a jellyfish
I kinda like it
Crazy little thing called love
They danced through the whole song, spinning and turning in perfect synchrony after the fifteen classes they took together. and Tom kept smiling over their achievement and the sight of the other one in the routine. When it ended, everyone clapped and they faced each other with huge smiles, then Tom lowered her down and supported her with his hand, and they kissed.
– Now everyone, please join Tom and in the dance floor, and let's have a good time! – Joan announced, and soon many couples were surrounding them.
– That was perfect – Tom smiled and kissed 's cheek.
– It was, wasn't it? – she smiled and looked at him – I thought I'd be nervous, but we did fine...
When the first notes of "A Beautiful Mess" hit, gripped to her new husband's neck and smiled. The two of them started moving slowly and she closed her eyes, resting on his shoulder. When the song was almost over, James tapped on Tom's shoulder.
– Can I steal her from you?
– Of course – Tom smiled and stepped back, and started dancing with her father.
– Remember when you were nineteen and told me that I should have never made you believe in fairytales?
– Yes – smiled.
– And what did I say to you?
– That I should keep believing. Because sometimes they came true – replied, and her dad laughed, hugging her tighter.
– Aw, look at you two – Tom and , who were sitting side by side in a lounge sofa and holding hands while watching the guests dancing, heard a familiar voice and turned around to find Scarlett and Jeremy.
– Hey – instantly smiled and they both got up, greeting the other couple – What have you guys been up to? We haven't seen you in so long!
– Oh, not much... – Scarlett smiled as they both sat down – Just the Broadway show, and the occasional boyfriend in the backstage with flowers – she teased and smiled at Jeremy, who smiled back.
– And how's the show going?
– Amazing! Everything is going so well, and...
– Hey! – heard a voice and suddenly felt a kiss on her cheek, turning around to see Robert, who hugged both her and Tom from behind the couch and put his face between them – Congratulations you two! God, you both look so beautiful, look at that! – he made Tom and laugh.
– Where's Susan? – inquired with a smile.
– She's talking to someone, your mom I think. Come on everyone, let's go dance!
– Yes! Let's go – Scarlett stood up and Jeremy followed.
– Oh, I'll be right there – smiled at Tom when she saw her cousin Alyson Hannigan coming by. With her was her friend Cobie Smulders, and their husbands.
– ! – Alyson smiled and hugged her – Congratulations! You look so beautiful...
– Thank you – she smiled.
– Is this Elie Saab?
– Yes! I'm so in love with it! – she looked down and caressed the dress – Why didn't you guys bring the girls? I miss them!
– Oh, you know, it'd just be too much trouble to fly all the way here with them, Satyana could miss school days...
– And it's nice to have some nights off, too – Cobie joked.
– Oh, yeah, you guys enjoy that! – smiled and went to meet Tom.
After some more dancing, and Tom went to cut the cake. Everyone rested for a while and ate the cake drinking champagne. and Tom had been making conversations all night and dancing around, so found themselves once again resting in the sofa.
– Look at everyone having fun because of us – Tom looked back at the ones still dancing and laughed – Are you tired? – he looked at her and passed his hand through her legs that rested on his lap.
– A little bit – she smiled – I'll just stay here for a while and I'll be fine – At that same moment, the band's guitarist took the female singer's place, to cover The Killers' "Here With Me".
– Oh, let's go dance this one! I know you love this song! – Tom excitedly asked and kept smiling at his face before answering.
– Yes.
Tom pulled by the hand and stopped when reaching the center of the dance floor. With a smile, he put both hands on her waist while she wrapped hers around his neck. Soon their bodies were moving together and closed her eyes as they rocked in the sweet ballad. She sunk in the moment and couldn't stop smiling, especially after he started kissing her cheek. When she opened her eyes, they met Chris', as he danced with Mila. She instantly remembered the first time she'd danced with Tom, when the same thing happened, and so she did the same thing as last time:
– Thank you – whispered, causing Chris to laugh silently.
CHAPTER 29 – The Other Half Of Me
Daunting. That's what it started to feel like after twenty minutes of staring into it. But for God's sake, wasn't it just a golden ring circling her finger after all? Wasn't it merely a representation of the love she already knew was there? It wasn't though. Because there she was, sitting in the kitchen of her apartment, surrounded by boxes starting to fill with her things. Boxes that were ready to move into her and Tom's brand new, huge and beautiful house. Maybe the reason she'd wrapped her head around the wedding ceremony was that, in fact, it didn't feel like that big of a change in her life for itself. But what about the space belonging to them, that they would decorate together, be in together forever, and someday start a family in? Her and Tom's house. Her and her husband's. And his voice was yet another reminder of all that.
– Which one do you think I should wear?
A sudden look of shock struck as she widened her eyes and looked at him, realizing he'd been telling her something about his suits while she doze off to wander about her new life. She rehearsed opening her mouth for a response when Tom beat her to it, opening up a wide grin as he already suspected what had happened; that she'd been gazing upon her wedding ring, as he caught her doing various times that week. But he'd take advantage of the situation.
– Isn't it a bit early in the marriage for you not to be listening to me? – he instantly caused her to laugh and then did it as well.
– I'm sorry, darling – she reached his left hand with hers, staring at both golden circles but not giving in to the whole wandering again – It's quite the contraire, actually. I've found it's too early in the marriage for me to take it all in and pay attention to you as if this was normal.
He went back to his smile, letting go of the serious act. The time he put analyzing her face showed he found himself in the same situation lately. She entwined her fingers on his and held their hands up, spending a little longer in the gaze of the two identical rings.
– Do you think you'll survive the first hours away from me since our wedding? – she looked up to meet his blue eyes.
– Oh, don't remind me of that, woman – he went back to his pretend-serious expression and wrenched his lips – Are you sure I can't come with?
– No, sir – she retracted her hand and stood up, smirking at him – Spoilers!
Tom laughed and got up as well, and soon he had walked over the kitchen table and was hugging from behind.
– As if I didn't already know you are going to do perfect.
– Matter fact, you don't. I'm quite nervous about it.
– Really? – he asked and she turned to face him with a nod.
– We've only rehearsed it twice...
– Three times counting today – he smiled and locked her hair behind her ear.
– But what if I forget the lyrics or something?
– You won't! Come on, we've been listening to the thing all week, even I know the lyrics – he smiled and brushed her lips gently, smooching her briefly.
– I love how those lyrics apply to us – she cracked up a smirk and ran her hand through his hair.
– They'll really do, don't they?
– It'll certainly help me be less nervous – she smiled again – By the way, you never re-asked me your question from breakfast...
– Oh, um, about my suits for tomorrow, which one should I wear?
– Hmm... That iridescent black-blue. The new one.
– Okay. Oh, and I'm gonna wear that tie you gave me!
– Really? – she widened the smile.
– Yeah... It'll go great with the new suit – he kissed her again, this time more fiercely and for longer.
It had been a calm week for Tom and . Calm but important, of course. After they got married on Saturday, they spent the next five days in a "mini honeymoon" in London. They went around in the city or stayed in their hotel room, together at all times. On Thursday, they celebrated 's twenty-ninth birthday with a picnic on a park outside the city during the day, and early dinner with the family at night. Then they took an overnight flight back to Los Angeles, their other home. They spent half the day on Tom's house, packing his stuff, and then moved to 's. They had hired the service of movers into their brand new house, which they hadn't seen yet after it was finished, and Olive insisted she oversaw it while they were traveling. The company she worked at as an advertiser was taking a collective break due to a recent financial crisis, and she always hated having nothing to do. If hadn't caved in, she'd probably do it anyway.
After lunch, Tom dropped off at the Studios where the award show was happening the next day, and went back to his place to pick up his outfit for the following day so he could spend the remaining time at 's. He also used the day to pack for their honeymoon, and drove to 's with the whole package.
When getting backstage to the main stage for the final practice, soon found Amy, who led her to her singing partner. Earlier in the year, they had contacted about singing at the 2013 MTV Movie Awards, and she had accepted. They also had scheduled to have a performance by Justin Timberlake, but as the planning of the event was laid down, they found there wouldn't be time enough for both performances. Not wanting to let any of them go, they settled that would be singing along Justin to promote his new single.
– Hey – spotted Justin and smiled, hugging him – How are you?
– Great! You ready for tomorrow?
– Hmm, not sure, let's see – she made him laugh and Amy vanished off to find her gadgets.
– Hey, so it's true! – Justin lifted 's left hand after glancing at her ring – Congratulations!
– Thanks – she laughed.
– How's married life treating ya?
– Oh, great... It's not that different though. Yet, anyway.
– Yeah, I know what you're saying. It takes a while to kick in – he smiled and then went back to meet her publicist.
After plugging on her mike an strapping it to her sweat pants, did some training with her vocal tech, in a private room, and then while walking to the stage. She got to it and started walking around it to feel the territory, while Justin finished his own training. She stopped at the edge of the floor to the stairs and took a look around to the sits. There were already signs up in the designated seats with photos, and smiled when she saw the second row started with Tom's picture, followed by hers and Chris'. Mila wouldn't go, since she was in New York for the weekend for an audition.
– Okay, so let's start on the marks – the supervisor advised and pointed do two X marks laid on the floor in tape – , yours is the red one, Justin's is the green one. You'll already be on it when the show comes back from break and you're free to move a little, but make you sure you decide it today so there's no mess.
– Um, okay, so I guess we sing this once and improvise a little, then we perfect it and do the same thing next time? – suggested.
– Absolutely, sounds great – Justin threw his hand up in agreement and moved to his place.
– Okay, in three, two, one – the sound tech shouted from the back, and the music play backed.
The first two times had gain more confidence in her part of the lyrics, as well as adjusting to their simple and newly created routine. There were three more practices after that, where both were now assured of when to look to the front, at each other, take as step to the left, turn to a side, and complement each other's singing. Then they proceeded to review a little more about the routine of the show and were released. It was past six when took a cab back home, and she got in to find Tom cooking dinner. The smell conduced her to the kitchen and she widened up a smile, kissing him for long.
– I figured you might be hungry, so I'm arranging an early dinner.
– Hmm, that's perfect – she smiled and lipped him again – I'm gonna go take a bath, then I'll come help – started walking towards the bathroom and taking off her shirt – What are you making?
– Baked potatoes.
– Oh, YUM! – shouted already from the bedroom, and Tom laughed before she got in the shower.
In half an hour, had gotten out and set the table while Tom finished up dinner, and then they sat down in the kitchen table to eat it.
– How was the rehearsal? – Tom asked while sipping his wine.
– Oh, it was the best! Now I'm more confident it'll all work out...
– See? I told you you'd be fine!
– I saw your picture on the seat there, that really calmed me – and Tom laughed – So I hope I can spot you while I'm singing.
– Of course you will, we'll be nearly in the absolute front!
– You know why that is, right?
– Why what is? Our seats? – he asked curiously.
– Yeah.
– I don't... Why?
– Because you're gonna win – smirked.
– Oh, come on – Tom laughed.
– I'm serious! I once saw a magazine article about how they arrange seats in awards, and the mostly likely to win sit in front! You're coming home with a popcorn. Wanna bet?
Tom laughed again and put his glass down, ruffling through what was left of his dinner.
– Hmm... No.
– A-ha! – she pointed at him and smiled – You know it too.
– I don't! I'm just not betting on it. Come on, what kind of man would I be to literally bet against myself?
The next day
– SO HOT, OH MY FREAKING GOD THOMAS – screamed out when Tom appeared behind her as she put on her makeup in the bedroom and asked how he looked, making him burst into laughs.
– What the hell was that?
– I was training you for the fans – smiled and stood up and wrapped her hands around him – Seriously though, you look really hot.
– So do you – he leaned forward and started kissing her neck.
– Oh, so I should go in my robe? – asked and Tom laughed.
– Fine, go put on your dress – he smiled.
– Good, because I'm wearing green and black to represent Loki's Army.
– Are you now? And what will you do about that if I actually win?
– If you win, sir – ran the tip of her fingers down Tom's hair and neck, brushing him lightly and causing him to shiver. Then she leaned in and whispered in his ear – then you get to see my Loki's Army underwear.
– Alright then – he cleared his throat and looked at her with a smirk – But if I don't, I might need consolation.
Twenty minutes later, and Tom had already been driven to and arrived at the theatre. Flashes struck as they stepped out, and they walked together to the center of the panel, where all the photographers requested their attention.
– ! Over here! – someone called to the right and she shot them a smile.
– Give her a kiss, Tom! – one of them shouted from the middle, causing an array of laughter. Tom, without a second though, gripped 's waist tighter and smooched her in the cheek for time enough, while she looked down and laughed.
After that, they walked a couple of steps away to pose for their separate pictures. They then walked out together and found the fans. Screams arose as Tom drew near them, and was about to let go off him when her publicist Amy, who was awaiting by the cars with Luke, pointed to her a fan that asked for her attention as well.
– ! Can you sign here? – she heard from a girl right before the gate keeping the fans from the red carpet, and the freak-out grew bigger when she walked there.
– Hello! What's your name? – she smiled o the girl and grabbed the girl's pen, as she still formed the words nervously.
– Kara – she smiled, and signed her name on a magazine that had her on the cover.
– Thank you so much! I'm your biggest fan!
– You're welcome, dear – she smiled back and proceeded to answer the other fans, as Amy kept a tight schedule of time.
She was incredibly surprised at how many photos of her, printed or ripped from magazines, posters and CD folders mingled among the Avengers pictures that were in the fans hands. She had said on Twitter she'd be coming, but didn't really realize that it didn't matter for her fans that she was just Tom's date tonight. It overwhelmed her how dedicated they were, following her every step just to see her and have some scribble of her name. After about two minutes, she finished off by signing some Loki pictures to squealing fans Tom had already passed by, and went to an interview that called for her and stood next to the one Tom had just walked to.
– ... is here, hello ! – the woman smiled.
– Hi! How are you?
– I'm great, what about you? Ready for the night?
– I think so... – she fixed her fringe with her left hand – Mostly all I have to do is sit and smile, so I should be fine.... – she joked, and the woman laughed.
– But you're performing too, with Justin Timberlake! Are you excited?
– Yes, very! Justin is such a nice guy, we've been having a great time rehearsing, the song is great... I can't wait!
– Oh, and I see your ring over here...
– Ah, yes – she showed her wedding ring and the camera zoomed in – Married woman now!
– Well, congratulations! Have fun tonight... And good look for Tom!
– Thank you – she smiled and waved as she walked away.
Tom was then on the other side and she walked by taking a glimpse, but Tom turned around and motioned for her with a smile, so she stepped to him.
– There she is! – the woman interviewing Tom smiled when she arrived, and Tom crossed his arm around her waist – Tom was just telling me about your wedding, congratulations!
– Thank you!
– I wanted to ask you guys, because we're asking this to everyone, is there any category you're excited to see?
– Hm... – wondered and Tom looked at her – I really want to see "Best WTF Moment", cause I think that's a fun category... Best Kiss, cause I've seen all those movies and I'm really curious... And Best Villain, of course – she looked at Tom and he laughed.
– Oh, I am too! – the woman smiled – I'm probably not allowed to say this, but I'm rooting for Loki.
– Aw, bless you dear – Tom smiled.
– Well have a great time you two, good luck for you Tom, and I'm really looking forward to you singing !
– Thank you! Bye! – and Tom smiled and walked away, heading for the theater. When they entered it, a woman took a quick look on a paper in her hands and smiled to them.
– Good evening.
– Good evening – they smiled back.
– Your seats are located to the right, through this corridor, in the beginning of the second row from the front – she indicated with her hands.
– Next to Chris Evans, right? – inquired.
– Yes, that's it!
– Thanks – she smiled and they kept on walking, until they saw Chris, who was standing in the aisle and talking to someone who'd just walked away.
– Hey! – Chris smiled and hugged first, gripping her tight and kissing her cheek – Happy birthday again.
– Thank you – she smiled and pulled away, then Chris greeted Tom.
– How you doing, man? – he smiled and patted Tom in the back.
– Great! You ready to win some awards?
– Totally – he answered and smiled, then they got to their seats.
Half an hour into the show, Chris Pine, Zachary Quinto and Zoe Saldana walked in to present Best Fight. Tom laughed at the sight of discreetly squealing at that, huge fan of Star Trek she was. He then proceeded to pay attention to the calling of his fellow nominees.
– And the award for Best Fight goes to... – Zoe announced, opening the envelope, showing it to Zachary and then read it out loud – Marvel's The Avengers!
As the fans went wild, immediately squealed and shouted an excited "Congratulations!" to Tom and Chris. The camera caught Tom's quick kiss on her lips, before him and Chris stood up and made their way to the stage along Sam and Joss. smiled widely at the sight of Tom hugging Zoe and the four of them receiving their golden popcorns.
– I don't know how I got here... How I got to this post – Sam started on the microphone to the sound of the still screaming fans – Once again, thank all of you, thank all the fans in the world. Everybody needs to thank this guy – he pointed at Joss, followed by more cheering – Joss Whedon; creator, writer, director, our fearless leader. Thank you!
To the sound of claps, Sam handed over the microphone to Tom, and he had only a small commentary to add before passing it on to Joss:
– I just want to say... I'm happy to be Hulk-smashed any day of the week – Tom smiled and gave Joss the mike.
– Um... Chris wants to thank me too – Joss joked, causing laughter – Thank you guys, this was very unexpected.
proceeded to watch Eddie Redmayne present the year's Trailblazer Award to Emma Watson, who was sitting in front of her. After a speech from him and a clip of some of her work, Logan Lerman stepped up and called her in, and clapped cheerfully to her award winning.
Afterwards, as the host Rebel Wilson presented a comic sketch, spotted Chris and Tom returning to their seats.
– Congratulations you two! – she said emphatically as she hugged Tom.
– Thank you, sweetheart – Tom kissed her cheek in a smile.
– I already knew you guys were gonna get it – she then hugged Chris as he laughed.
"Please welcome, from 'Despicable Me 2', Steve Carell; and 'The Big Wedding', Amanda Seyfried!" the voiceover announced and the audience clapped as they took the stage.
– There were some really great kisses in the best kiss category – Steve took off and Amanda parted in.
– My favorite kiss is in Romeo and Juliet, when they're in the pool... It's really hot. What's yours, Steve?
– Well, my favorite kiss is in the movie Silence of the Lambs, when Hannibal Lector kiss the guard, when he was escaping – Steve generated a spread of laughter, emphatically from as well.
– That guy is the best.
– Yeah, he really is – Tom smiled in agreement.
– But... – Amanda continued as the crowd calmed down – when he kisses him, doesn't he bite the guard's tongue, and then cut off his face, and then wear his severed flesh as a disguise?
– Yes, so hot! I loved it.
– Well, here are the nominees for best kiss – Amanda smiled.
The voiceover than announced the nominees with pause for the respective cheering, before cutting back to Amanda and Steve.
– And the award for best kiss goes to...
– Jennifer Lawrence and Bradley Cooper for Silver Linings Playbook! – Amanda announced and everyone spat while Bradley walked over.
– Dammit! – clenched her fists – I was really rooting for Mila!
– Oh, but come on, Jen and Bradley's kiss was great – Chris smiled.
– I know, but I wanted to steal her popcorn for myself – she joked and Tom and Chris laughed.
After a music performance, a sketch and another three announcements, it was time for Best Villain. Actresses Chloe Grace Moretz and Quvenzhane Wallis took the stage and waited for the audience to settle down.
– Personally, I feel bad for the nominees of this next award... Best Villain – the nine year-old actress stated.
– And so do I! – Chloe agreed – Because even the best villains, they never really win. They spend their whole lives making tyrannical plans, and building death rays, only to get foiled in the end by a really good looking hero.
– Meanies! – Quvenzhane joked and everyone laughed, before they proceeded to the nominees.
– Got your speech ready? – poked Tom's arm and he laughed.
– Shut up about that!
"... Tom Hiddleston, Marvel's The Avengers"
– Woo-hoo! – solidly shouted when hearing Tom's nominee announcement.
– Jesus Christ, , calm down! – Chris joked.
– I know right? – Tom agreed.
– You calm down – she faked seriousness while staring into Tom's mocking look.
– I am calm.
– Good, you'll need to be.
– Alright... – Chloe uttered as she held the answering envelope – And the Best Villain award goes to... – she then opened the paper and both girls read together – Tom Hiddleston!
– Ha! – laughed out and Tom grinned up with a laugh himself.
– I love you – he kissed her cheek for what felt like a split of a second and stood up, rapidly making his way to the stage and receiving the award.
– I am Loki... – Tom started out in his villain voice, but soon broke down to laughter as the fans screamed – of Asgard, and I am burdened with glorious popcorn! – he took another pause for the cheers, and went on – My goodness, um... Thank you so much! The only glorious purpose I'm burdened with tonight is a feeling of enormous gratitude, to all of you, and to all of you – he turned back to the fans, who responded vividly – Very enthusiastic back here! Um... I love this film, I had the best time making it, and... Obviously I'm not from this country, as you can hear, but you've been very hospitable to me for all the time I've been here. And I'd like to thank Joss Whedon, first of all. You beautiful badass, you wrote and directed this amazing film, which is kind of a cosmic dance of spinning plates and superheroes. You dance like Fred Astaire man, you made it so easy. Thank you to Chris Evans, thank you to Sam Jackson – he paused again for the claps, and the camera quickly cut to Chris and clapping – And absent friends, Scarlett Johansson, Robert Downey Jr, Jeremy Renner. My brother from another mother, Chris Hemsworth – he laughed at how pumped up the fans got at that – And a special thank you to Mark Ruffalo, for smacking me like a ragdoll. Thank you Jeremy Latcham, my very fine producer, Kevin Feige, and everybody at Marvel for letting me play this amazing, iconic character... And, I think the most uncomfortable hat you could ever wear – he paused for the reaction laughter and took a deep breath – Lastly, I would like to thank... My wife, .
Tom immediately paused after that. Firstly, because he already expected the fans standing behind him to go on a nerve rack, since until then it was still a rumor whether he and had already gotten married. Secondly, because he wanted to make sure to say the right words while staring into her beautiful eyes, which he searched for while a long array of applause spread by along screams from the fans. automatically opened the largest and most honest smile she could, unable to wear it off for a single second while hearing Tom.
– , thank you for all your patience through the process of the movie, your help, your commitment to me every day, and, mostly, for keeping me grounded and growing into a better person. I love you – Tom smiled and let the crowd noises take over, and the camera shot as 's smile twitched up, in a successful attempt to keep her tears inside for now.
– Excuse me, ? – an organizer of the show showed up in the corridor.
– Oh, right – she came back to herself and remembered she should be heading off to get ready for her performance.
– Good luck – Chris smiled at and she smiled back before walking out.
and the man who was leading traced around the theater and got to the backstage area. was eagerly looking for Tom so she could congratulate him, but didn't lose sight of the camera man approaching. The wires plugged to the camera indicated that that was live transmission, so smiled widely and waved off, and imagined the voiceover was probably announcing her performance with Justin. She already knew which way to go, as it was well indicated by arrows on the floor, a system she was used to. Instead though, she used the signs to go the other back side of the stage, where she found Tom taking a picture with Quvenzhane and Chloe. After that, he quickly took notice of her and drew by with a smile.
– Tom – hugged him closely and stroked his back, then rocked in excitement – You won, oh my God! This is so great!
– Why are you this excited? – Tom laughed – This is not like you!
– I don't know! I think it's because this is an award for Loki, and I fell in love with you while you were Loki, and I'm just so happy for you... And now I can say "my husband has won an award!" – she smiled and Tom laughed again.
– Liked my speech? – he laughed out.
– Loved it – she smiled at him and they kissed.
– Do you already have to go?
– Yes – she smiled.
– Break a leg, my love – he lipped her again and she walked away, blowing him a kiss before focusing on the next act.
The next couple of minutes went by smoothly. If all the years of practice had didn't serve enough for her to be completely calm, then that quick moment with Tom certainly had. He was able to calm her down and make her feel sure if herself with the slightest set of words or actions, which she never took for granted. She just felt light and ridiculously happy, barely noticing the passing of the time it took for her to be in a dark stage close to Justin, as the host announced them. The sweet chords started to play and the stage lit up, showing Justin but still keeping behind a wall she'd come off at the start of her part.
Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side
While singing the next verse, Justin had walked by to the wall was behind, which faced the crowd, and extended his hand. She then held it and walked out, causing a round of applause.
And a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the past
I'm here tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong
Her and Justin's hands untied and they lowered their arms, as they had rehearsed, and close her eyes to kick off the chorus along Justin. All she wanted was to look at Tom, her husband smiling proudly in the second row, but it would defeat the purpose of getting into character, so she held back a little.
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The biggest scene is set in my heart
There's a space, but now you're home
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
Staring back at me
Leading the second verse, allowed herself to quickly bounce her eyes to Tom's, and felt an immense joy take over her when seeing that wide grin, which was there because of her. As she flailed off in the notes, she remembered another time she'd sang while looking at him – which was when they were broken up. A wicked coincidence made those sad lyrics apply to that moment, and the pain inside grew insanely bigger and could've sworn she would explode. Now, the lyrics applied nicely as well, but it felt indescribably amazing, like life couldn't get it any better. But knew that, as long as she had Tom, it could always get better. Better than perfect.
CHAPTER 30 – Paradise
I cut your waist
We rode away into the night but reality waits
I look at you and take a picture with my hands
Not much to do
Sit and laugh away
– Who are you talking to? – closed the fridge and asked Tom, who was on the phone.
– Benedict – he shouted from the living room.
– Oh! Ask him about Star Trek!
– What about it?
– Anything at all! – she answered and he laughed, pausing for about ten seconds.
– He says he can't!
– Oh, please! I know he can! Something on Sherlock then?
– Nothing, the guy's giving me nothing! – Tom answered and walked over to the couch, grabbing the phone from Tom's hand.
– Just tell me if you're Khan, and I'll shut up.
– I can't, – Benedict laughed – I'm not saying anything.
– UGH! – groaned and gave Tom the device back – Stop being so mean to us! – she shouted at the phone and walked away, hearing Benedict's laugh before Tom got back to the phone.
– He sends you a kiss as well – Tom said towards the living room and laughed.
After about half an hour, had taken a shower and finished packing, and went back out to the living room to find Tom having breakfast.
– BARBADOS, BABY! – she showed up from her bedroom using a tiara that had the number "21" sparkling in purple, making Tom burst into laughs.
– Why the hell are you wearing that?
– Well, this was the closest thing to "Barbados" I had – she smiled – And we have to celebrate.
– Did you save this from your twenty-first birthday?
– Hell yeah! Part of great memories – smiled again and kissed Tom. – I found it in some corner of my apartment... Didn't wanna throw it away – she and Tom smiled and she sat on his lap.
– Ready for the new house? – he asked while sticking a piece of papaya from his plate and feeding it to her.
– Hm... Yes! But before that, are you ready for some serious sunburn? – she joked and they both laughed.
– I love it when you wear this dress – he ran his fingers down her blue-green long summery dress.
– You really do, don't you?
– Yes – Tom smiled and kissed , only pulling back after a minute, when the phone rang. – Hello? Oh, hi, Paul, what's up? WHAT? – he shouted in surprise – I didn't even she was quoted for the part! ... Absolutely, this is amazing news! Alright, well thanks for calling. Bye!
– What was that? – asked in excitement.
– Hayley was cast as Gerda in Close Enough!
– Oh my god! – heaved in shock – I...
– I didn't know she'd auditioned either!
– This is so great! – smiled – I've always wanted to see you two work together!
– Me too! Hayley is such a good actress...
– Yes! Aw, you're gonna look so cute together – she smiled again and kissed his cheek. – When is the press releasing the news?
– Next week, I think – he smiled – Oh, my, we have to get going – Tom looked at his watch on his arm that rested on 's lap.
– Shoot – she stood up and ran back to her bedroom.
– A sick cat? – laughed as she read Tom's most recent interview on the internet – I have never said that!
– I know you didn't, it wasn't you!
– Well you should've put my opinion! What did I tell you when I first heard you singing?
– That I was lovely – Tom smiled. – But I don't think it would generate too much effect that my wife complimented me.
– Well then you should've said that a worldly acclaimed singer has said you're lovely – she smiled back and he laughed.
"Passengers of flight 281 to Barbados, boarding is now opened for first-class" the voice-over announced.
– Mrs. Hiddleston – Tom stood up and arched his arm, where entwined hers with a smile.
Arriving at the Caribbean island was like a dream. and Tom had never been there before, and the sun and light wind were welcoming. They took a cab and soon arrived at the hotel. They checked in and went outside, sitting by the sand to watch the sunset.
– It's so beautiful. I could stay here forever – smiled and rested her head on Tom's shoulder, holding his hand from the arm he'd crossed behind her.
– Me too – Tom smiled and kissed her cheek.
– I can't believe we don't go to beach more often though. We literally live in a beach city!
– Well, but we're always busy there. This is different, because it's vacation.
– Still, we should go more often... Promise – looked at Tom.
– Alright, California girl – Tom smiled and poked 's nose – I promise.
After about half an hour, and Tom went back to the hotel and showered. They stayed in for another hour or so, then went out for a walk and dinner at a small restaurant indicated by the hotel manager when Tom talked to him. was wearing a knee-cut and short-sleeved red dress, while Tom chose a white tee and black jeans.
– Alright, so, the flying fish and cou cou with the side dishes, and a bottle of champagne, coming right up – the waiter smiled and walked away. The restaurant was nice and cozy, decorated with white tents and Christmas-like lights on a black fence that separated the outside tables from the beach.
– Are you excited to come back with the tour? – Tom asked with a smile.
– Very! I'm loving the vacation, but I always wanna go back...
– Where is it starting this time? Germany, right?
– Yep – she smiled.
– Ah, I wish I could go with you...
– I do too – she made a sad face and put her hand over his – I have to check if I'm still going to be in Europe when you're in Hungary for the movie, cause that'd be great. I'm not sure though, cause it'll be a shorter leg this time.
– Guess you'll do more local this time – he said and nodded – But it'd be great if you could come see us shooting.
– Yes! I'll try to make it work – she smiled.
A while later, their meals arrived, and the next minutes went by silently as they appreciated the local cuisine. Afterwards, they ordered lemon meringue pie and cheesecake, and spent almost an hour talking and enjoying the view of the ocean, with the cool wind that came from it.
and Tom walked back to the hotel holding hands, and were just about to get to the sand and walk on it when a thick rain made present.
– Oh, no! – looked up.
– It's fine, the hotel lady said the weather will be back to normal tomorrow.
– Oh, since when are you friendly with the "hotel lady"? – asked in a joking tone.
– I'm not! I just mentioned the lovely weather and she said it would rain tonight, and be sunny tomorrow. Apparently the forecast is very accurate – Tom smiled.
When the rain became even heavier, Tom put his arm around and she rested in his shoulder.
– Hey, you know something I've always wanted to do? – Tom asked.
– What?
Tom then led them to a narrow and dark street that was beside them. walked along, unsure of what he planned. Right by the middle of it, he suddenly stopped and pressed her against the wall, kissing her fiercely. He pulled back after a whole minute and smiled, making smile back and be silent before realizing what he wanted.
– Oh, you mean–
– Yes – he went back to the kiss and gripped 's waist.
– Tom... We can't...
– Not sure I agree... – Tom kissed 's cheek and worked a trail down her neck – Come on, it will be great.
– Oh, Thomas, it's not fair when you kiss me like that – closed her eyes as the raindrops and Tom's fingers wandered through her body. He then pulled back at once, taking two steps back.
– Do you want me to stop then?
looked at him with a serious look and only stared for a while, as the rain dripped on Tom's face and washed over his white shirt. Then she ever so slightly started shaking her head, making Tom arch a mischievous smile. then closed her eyes, threw her head back in the wall and laughed.
– God. I hate it when you do that – she heard Tom's loud laugh and opened her eyes to meet his gaze close to her, before their lips met once again.
Tom grabbed 's tights, still in the kiss, and went up under her wet dress, all the way up to her waist again, but now touching her skin with his cold hands. His trail of kisses went down to her cleavage, where he placed repeated kisses, as ruffled his hair. When he went back to her neck, found his pants' zipper with her hands and started undoing it.
– In a rush, are we love? – Tom laughed.
– Well, that is what quickie stands for – smiled.
Tom pushed down his pants and underwear halfway down his legs, pushing 's dress back up. crossed her legs around his hip and looked at Tom. He looked down and cleared the way, pushing the dress further back and pushing 's panties to the side before entering her, which made her shudder.
– God – rested her forehead on Tom's as her hair dripped wet and pace was still steady – What if someone sees us?
– That's what makes it better – Tom's lips crashed 's, containing some of her following groans.
When he picked up the thrust, he went back to the kisses on the neck, and lied her head on his shoulder, attempting to scratch his back through his wet shirt. She held tighter onto him when she felt her climax building up and pulled him closer, just in time for his release as well. After one final thrust, screamed out and felt her body shut down beneath Tom's. As the rain kept on falling, they stayed still for a while, hoisted around Tom as she regained her senses.
Tom, who had his head next to 's pulled back and wore his pants back, then approached and brushed her lips. She then moved forward and kissed him while getting her feet back on the ground. When she fully stood, he gently placed both hands on her arms and kept the pace of the sweet kiss for some more. After that, he pulled back and smiled widely.
– Well... Alright then, I'll give you a call sometime – Tom joked, making burst into laughs, and then pretended to walk away.
– You idiot! Come back here – held Tom's hand and pulled him back, crossing her arms around his waist as they walked together.
– Hey, you know something I think I never told you? – Tom pulled back the hair that was on 's face and she looked at him – The first time you called me an idiot, that's when I knew you really loved me.
– What? – laughed – That makes no sense!
– Come on, you're telling me you don't know this about you? You're always incredibly nice to the people you meet, and you keep on with it until you're comfortable enough to jokingly curse them.
– Who says I'm joking? – she squeezed her eyes mischievously.
– I do. Because you're the Goddess of Mischief – Tom replied, making laugh again, and kissed her cheek.
As expected, the sun was back on shinning the morning after. and Tom got up early for a day of tourism, and left right after breakfast. They spent their morning in a general sightseeing of the Barbados historic points, such as the George Washington House, old parliaments, and the Barbados Museum.
After lunch, they proceeded to a limestone caves, where animal flowers grow. The cave had rivers, waterfalls and some rock formations. After that, they went to the Andromeda Botanical Gardens, that had innumerous tropical flowers, rare trees stunning views of the crashing ocean and lush countryside.
To finish off the day, the couple went to a rum distillery to learn the history of the popular Caribbean drink and see how it is refined from sugar cane. They went back to the hotel straight to bed for being so tired, and cuddled to sleep.
The next day brought a much smoother routine. and Tom slept until much later and got up in time for a brunch they ordered in. Then, they went to the huge pool of the hotel, where they stayed until halfway through the afternoon.
– So, have we decided where to go tonight? – sat on Tom's lap and crossed her arms around his neck as he sat in the corner inside the pool.
– Well, there's this bistro bar that's supposedly great. We can have some food and stay on for dancing – he smiled.
– Sounds great – she kissed him – Wanna go to the beach now?
– Hmm, I don't know...
– Oh, stay at the huge pool or go to the Caribbean sea? Life is so hard! – mocked, making Tom laugh before they left the pool.
It was a walking distance between the pool area and the white sand, and they made it still in their bathing suits. Tom crossed his arm over 's shoulders as they gazed upon the clear water they were getting close to, and soon their feet were getting wet by it, and they continued to walk until it came up midway before their knees. Tom then grabbed 's waist, causing her to face him, and kissed her passionately. After a while, he attempted to make her arch her back and continue the kiss, but instead tripped and fell, pulling Tom along.
– Oh my god – she laughed after hitting the water and Tom falling on top of her, laughing as well – Well, that was romantic.
– It's one of my best moves – Tom smiled.
In the evening, after showering and dressing up, Tom and were at the hotel lobby, ready to leave for dinner, when two children approached; a boy and a girl, looking to be about six or seven.
– Excuse me – the boy poked Tom's back and he turned around – Are you Mr. Tom Hiddleston?
– Yes I am – he smiled widely.
– I... Um... I really liked you as Loki – he opened a big smile.
– Oh, really? And what is your name?
– It's Colin... And this is my sister Marina – he gestured his little sister, who was hiding coyly behind him – She's your biggest fan, .
smiled and crouched, approaching the blonde girl.
– Oh, you like my songs? Which one do you like the best?
– Um... I really like Domino... – Marina said in a low voice.
– Yeah? – smiled.
– I like dancing to it! – she finally opened up a grin.
– Can we take a picture with you? – the boy asked them.
– Well of course – Tom replied.
– Okay – he smiled back and ran away, calling his mother, who walked by a few seconds later.
– Hi! I'm sorry, are bothering?
– No, no! They are the sweetest – smiled.
– Is it okay to take a picture then? – she gestured her phone.
– Sure! – Tom and crouched down behind and put their faces aside the children's. The mother clicked a few times and lowered her phone.
– Thank you so so much! They love you two!
– Not at all – smiled and stood up.
Colin and Marina thanked and Tom and hugged the before walking away, and then the couple made their way to the bistro bar indicated for them.
– Such lovely kids back there, uh? – Tom smiled.
– Yes! So cute. I always get a little overwhelmed when I meet child fans. You just never expect your work will get to that audience.
– Me too! I mean, mine is to be expected a bit more, since it's a superhero franchise, but it's so nice to hear from them, because they're always so honest!
– They are, it's the sweetest.
A couple more minutes of walking and and Tom were standing before the small entrance of Twixy, a cozy bar that also served food and had a DJ and dance floor. They spent the first couple of hours dining and chatting some more, and then moved over to the bar and started drinking. They engaged a nice conversation with the bartender, who had recognized them and congratulated on the wedding, and then went for some dancing.
– Wanna go rest for a while? – Tom asked.
– Yeah – smiled and started walking towards a sofa.
– Okay, I'll get us some drinks – he kissed her cheek and went by the bar.
– Oh, yay! – cheered when Tom walked by with two Caipirinhas, one of her favorite cocktails.
Tom smiled and handed her one of the glasses, and took a few sips before resting it on the table and hoisting herself up his lap.
– Hey, you know when a couple has been married for a long time, and the woman keeps making jokes about how her husband is sloppy, and when they're out she takes the opportunity to look at hot guys?
– Yes... – he smiled with a puzzled look as he massaged his hair.
– I am so glad I'm never gonna be that woman – she smiled and Tom huffed – What? Ten years from now, married women, well, all women actually, will be drooling all over you and only I get to have it – she smiled and kissed Tom, with her palms on his chest.
– You are so drunk right now... – Tom moved one of his hands from her waist to her face.
– Thomas William Hiddleston – took his hand off her face and put it above his chest, with hers above, looking at him a serious way – You have no idea the effect you have on people. I am telling you: you are the sexiest man I have ever met. And you don't doubt the woman you love.
Tom looked serious for a couple more seconds and the opened a wide smirk.
– Of course I don't doubt you. After all, it wouldn't make sense for you to marry the second or third hottest man you know, now would it? – he joked and laughed before he pulled her in again.
After a couple more hours of drinking, kissing and dancing, they were both exhausted but wanted to stay for longer, so decided to rest for a while before keeping on. was almost dozing off on the couch when she felt a thin pinch on her left wrist, like someone was drawing on her with a pen. She opened her eyes to see that that really was what Tom was doing.
– What in God's name are you doing? – she hoisted herself up and looked at her wrist, but was too dizzy to acknowledge it.
– I was drawing you a heart – he looked back and smiled – But turns out I'm not such a good drunken drawer.
focused on the drawing and bursted out laughing, as did Tom. She smiled at his attempt of drawing something even remotely like the shape of a heart, and sealed lips with him. After a minute in kiss, Tom pulled back at the sudden realization:
– Hey – he smiled and looked back at the drawing – If you really think about it... It's a wicked heart.
was serious at first, from the realization. She knew she didn't ought to be, since that wasn't a serious subject at all as much as it was just a nice coincidence, but staring into the eyes of the man she loved as he talked about the song she made for him made her ridiculously happy. She barely noticed she had opened up a smile so large that it was almost fake.
– What? – Tom asked.
– I wanna get this tattooed – looked down to the drawing, a heart outlined about five times. It was nice actually. Kinda like modern art.
– Are you serious? – Tom laughed – , you're drunk. You'll regret this later.
– That sentence doesn't work on married women, mister – held Tom's chin and pulled him in for another kiss, and then looked deeply into his eyes – I've always wanted a tattoo that was something about you. This is the perfect something – she looked down and smiled again – Our wicked heart.
Tom smiled and stood up, taking by the hand and walking to the bar.
– Excuse me – he inquired the bartender they'd gotten friendly with and he turned around – Do you know of any good tattoo studios around here?
– Oh yeah! There's Norman's. It's not very close but it's the best in town, and it's probably still opened. It's where I got all mine – he smiled.
– That's great! Can you give us the address? – asked.
– Why don't I call you a cab, and if you just tell the driver Norman's, he'll know it – the bartender picked up the phone in front of him.
– Thank you – they smiled.
– Hi, we were wondering if it's possible to get a tattoo now.
– Um, yes actually, Norman is finishing with a client and he can see you next – the receptionist smiled.
About twenty minutes passed, and the tattoo artist came by, greeting and Tom. She showed him the drawing and they settled on a price, walking into the procedure room. Tom sat by 's chair and Norman drew over the sketch with a special pen, perfecting it a little bit, and ran it by them before starting the actual tattoo.
– Does it hurt? – Tom asked after a couple minutes in.
– Nah, it's fine – smiled – Of course it helps that I'm drunk.
– You think I should get one too?
– I don't know, if you want to... But I don't think it really suits you.
– Yeah... Maybe another time – Tom smiled.
On their way back, in a cab, had her head resting on Tom's shoulder and her left arm with the new tattoo laid over her lap. Her right arm was entwined with Tom's, their fingers enlaced as well. It was late at night and was tired and with a bit of turning-into-hangover-drunkenness, so every movement felt like she was in a dream. When Tom ran his fingers through her arm, she got the goose bumps, and him kissing her forehead was her last memory before falling asleep.
– Honey, wake up – He spoke sweetly in her ear when the cab stopped. slowly opened her eyes and lifted her head while Tom paid the driver, and then he held her hand and conduced her out of the car, wrapping his arm around her as she was still sleepy – Is this sleepiness or drunkenness? – he asked when she almost tripped.
– A bit of both actually – replied and Tom laughed, making her look at him.
It wasn't the first time she'd heard him laugh, of course, but this particular drunk-sleepy-dreaming moment found herself in led her to realize just how grand was that moment. She had one of the best men she'd ever met right there, standing by her side, and suddenly just the thought of his arm around her made her overwhelmed by how lucky she was. Let alone that he was married to her. Her husband. Forever. Thomas William Hiddleston is my husband, is what went through her mind while she saw that enormous smile that melted her down and those blue eyes with so intensity that it almost hurt.
– Is everything okay? – Tom slightly unmade the smile, since was just staring. She still took a while to get her thoughts back together and assimilate that though she wanted to, she couldn't just stand there and hear that sweet soothing voice fill her ears forever.
– It's more than okay. It's perfect – smiled widely, gaining the same reaction from Tom, who then put his arms around and kissed her passionately.
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